Preview : You shouldn't think that I'll be angry if you still can't accept me, promise?
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She wanted to make sure she was all right. Jani wanted her fear to go away and be able to accept Dana with the same happy pounding of heart she had. Jani must be able to and the same steps she took. Just like when the two of them were in Surabaya yesterday.
Should the doubts have gone away, right? So, Jani should have been able to quell all her fears. She'd been trying all night to imagine herself having sex with Dana. Until it was two o'clock in the evening, Jani finally managed to keep herself from being overly afraid of Dana's touch.