Recap:
She was just there but I was the one that tainted and ruined her. she loved me so much she considered leaving her realm for me. she wanted to bare my own child. She wanted to spend eternity with me but I couldn't allow her to. I knew what would happen if I brought her here. Every angel would be so strict on her and try to change her into an angel when she was not born as one.
She would have become some being she was not and that's what made me change
my mind.
I pulled back and I hurt her. I gave her up to be your son, to be your archangel, to be your perfection. It ruined me but I realized her place and mine. Even though I went back and I thought about trying it again but it was too late. She was done with me. Done with my love and my pain." He confessed as tears fell.