Recap:
"I would try to fight and say I have victory by dropping the head of the king of that clan on the ground, he would say 'the biggest war, is yourself. Lose yourself and you will find yourself winning more with not even you holding you back.'
So ever since I've become more cold, more heartless, and harder to mate with. I don't call it love. I call it mating because I only want one thing and that is an heir.
Nothing more but I haven't found her yet. The thing about mating is that you can only have a true heir with the one you are aligned with and I say this with the utmost tinge of respect in me.
None of the females within the territory have given me a reason to bat an eyelid of interest to them except to either roll my eyes or to give a command to them. Even then I can inflict any amount of pain unto them and not be remorseful whatsoever.