Disclaimer: Readers please be sure to remember this chapter as this will help in the future in regards to understanding who the letter was written by and for. Apologies for the bumpy ride now coming.
My child…
I wish I told you the truth.
The truth about the life I had chosen. It's not that I was angry with you but I knew that I couldn't be the mother you would be happy with. Don't turn to people for answers because they won't know the truth about me and you, because they couldn't be one with me. So will you hear me out when I write this letter, will you forgive me and let my words reach your ears.
See I loved another man. A man who allowed me to be who I am but as time went on I realized that who I am wouldn't be sufficient forever. So I stopped running and started jogging. Slowing down my pace so I could see my faults. Slowed down so that I could forgive my past choices.
