This book may seem weird in terms of the title and the start of that narration of man who has experienced a love life which is ironical to what he believed.
Moreover he indulges in this love that finally leaves him in unstable mind, meaning he doesn't know whether to believe in love or to deny its existence.
Otherwise clutch on what you think and feel its good for you. Never follow a route because its has many sojourns, sail on your own boat or else...