I rushed out to the front door, runing away from the bitter truth. The sky outside was clear with a lonely moon on its vast surface just like me the left one lonely soul , wondering through the seas of questions. it seemed so unreal and wierd and unfitting.
Mustering up my courage alone I went back inside. Ther she laid , what on earth has happened.
Her eyes open wide , her beautifull lavender eyes , that she always used to brag about them.
Her lips had turned blue as if there was no blood, skin as pale as death but she was dead.
It was 12 at midnight, I couldnt go and wakeup the neighbours. Doing it all alone was the best option.
On I alone , deeper and deeper in the hard cold earth , in the darkness but nothing with the sound of my own breath, the rustling of the thick grass.
I placed her i nthe grave, arranged her limbs so that she could rest peacefully , then climbed out and gazed for the last time. I lost track of time, who knows I stood there for 2 hours or maybe longer.
Tears went down my cheek, they felt hot on the icy face . I gazed and gazed at the open space , thinking she should,ve stayed for me.
I doubted my destiny for this mishap.
It always seemed wierd to ask wether to live or to die.
If to live then dreams catch you up , if to die then fear shakes the body.
Anyways I looked around , there were a nuber of white stones I picked one and placed it pillow like , where her head rested
I looked vacently at the grave for a few minutes for the last timeand then walked away.
Throght the unknown land which it seemed like after she was gone to somewhere where I knew I coudnot call her back.
I came back home after wandering around for a few hour, and looked around to find any clues to her suden death when I felt a light shinning on me from the outside window .