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Chapter 10 - Chapter 10

As they were swinging at Derek my heart started raising. What if his goons help him out and my boys loose was my only thought. Those words in my head weren't cold yet and I saw how his goons started to react. Half of them ran away and half stayed to help there leader.. I quickly got up to help them, so we can win this fight and get out of here. There is no need to stay longer than we should. As I was trying to get to my boys, Derek's right hand man managed to pin me down against the wall. This isn't fun anymore. As I struggled to get loose of his grip, Jason's eyes landed on me and our eyes connected.

In those few moments that our eyes were connected I could see his eyes were darkening. Once they reached there darkest color, his jaw clenched and in a few seconds the guys holding us and were off us, laying of the floor with blood rushing from cuts on their faces. I was still looking down, not seeing that Jason has moved closer and that he was trying to get my attention. After a few tries of calling my name, I looked up at Jason. Trying to read what his eyes were saying to me. Trying to understand if I truly were safe with him and my brother, and if I'm going to burn to the ground along with them. "Macey are you okay? Do we need to get out of here?" I heard Jake's question. I couldn't look at Jake, to afraid to see if he's hurt. I just shook my head yes, while looking at Jason.

I didn't hear Jake's words after that, but I did see him leave in the corner of my eye and heard the bell of the diner ring. This is when I broke eye contact with Jason. Sitting at the booth, trying to realize what just happened. "Mace, are you sure you're fine? Do you want to stay the night with us, at Allison's or do you want to go home?" Jason's voice rang through my ears. I was silent for a while and before Jace could ask the question again, I heard myself say that I would feel safe if I went to their house and maybe in the morning to Allison's to get my stuff, before I go home.

Jace nodded his head, standing up and holding out his hand. I took his hand and let him lead me outside towards the car. Jason holding the door open for me to get in. I got in and thought, he was gonna sit in front like usual, but he didn't he got in the back with me and let me into his embrace. As soon as my head touched the area where his chest and shoulders meet I started to bawl my eyes out.

I really thought I was gonna loose part of my family today.. I didn't know I still cared this much for them still. I thought all those feelings, especially the feelings for Jason went away with them the day they left with my dad's gang.

I felt Jace's arms tightening around me and is one hand rubbing circles on my back trying to calm me down.. As he did this I slowly started to stop crying and my eyes started to feel droopy and the warmth of Jace's body soothing me to sleep. After that my eyes completely shut and the last words I heard where my brothers asking Jace if I was ok.

I don't know what was said or what happened,I was just drifting of to sleep and into dreamland.

I don't remember dreaming in the car, I just felt calm and warmth and everything that goes with it. All I do remember is stopping a few shuffling went on and then I was left without warmth, but that was quickly replaced. I felt someone lifting me up and started to carry me towards the house. This time I heard my brother asking, " You think she'll be fine? I'm kinda worried about her you know." There was a long silence before I felt Jason's chest rumbling with the words he spoke next, " I don't know, maybe this was all to much for her. Reminding her of all the reasons why she left and treated us as if we didn't exist. I know your worried, I'm to. And I really want her to stay, but that has to be her decision."

After I heard nothing, but the door opening and Jason's walking. I felt him carry me up the stairs and right to where I was sleeping. I opened my eyes I bit to see Jason's handsome face,before shutting them again. I heard the door open and him closing it after. He gently laid me down on top of the bed, and not to hurt me in anyway. He lingered a bit and place a kiss on my forehead. And just before he turned to leave. I stoped him, by grabbing his hand. I looked up at him, while he looked at me with concerned lased over his face. "Please stay with me, I don't think I can be alone tonight. I'm scared." my voice croaked out to him.

His expression changed to something light and he quickly nodded. He then removed his shoes,along with mine and got rid of his shirt in the proses. He then folded th covers back so he can slip in and helped me get under them as well. As soon as I was under the covers he pulled me closer to him so he can hold me. He then placed another kiss to my head and gave a squeeze. I just smiled at this, while placing my hand on his chest. I felt his arm moved to hold me better and as he did this is hand gentle brushed over my butt. I just giggled and heard soft chuckles come from him. He then said that we should get so sleep. We had a big day tomorrow. After I closed my eyes and let the sleep over take me.