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When Saturday came around I was a nervous wreck. I was fine just yesterday at the university. I was fine the day before, mostly, when I decided that this needed to be done. Now though, with the prospect of actually telling Hudson on the horizon, I was just so fucking nervous.
Makai and Momma were in the kitchen as they prepared the meal. Mom, Dad, Da and Doc were in the living room as they talked about the different things that they could tell Hudson to make this easier on him. And I was sitting in a chair in the corner as I watched them with wary eyes and a racing heart.
Not only was my heart racing, but I felt like my stomach was doing flips. It was like the babies were in the middle of a circus routine, but it was way too soon for me to be able to feel them move. This was just crazy.
