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Makai
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Ocean and I had a nice long talk until we were ready to go to bed. After what happened at the tournament yesterday, I think that we needed that. We needed to bond with each other again and reaffirm what it was that we felt for each other. I told Ocean everything about my past that I had never been all that open about before. I figured it was well past time for it.
Among the things that Ocean and I talked about, more so what I told him about, was that I was practically raised by nannies. He already knew that, but I didn't tell him how isolated and alone it made me feel. Even though there were always people around me, people that loved me and cared for me, I still felt alone. I never had my parents' love and affection the way that I wanted it.