"today I'm going to go away from this place... I don't want to stay in this place anymore. This place sucks..!!!! "

These were the words going on in my mind, when I was getting ready for my college. Today my mother scolded me again for sleeping till dawn.

I was furious..!!! I was feeling suffocated in that place. I packed my bag and left for my college.

Whole day I was unable to think about anything... I was just thinking how to get away from my prison like house....  I complained Infront of my friends... I cried Infront of them...

But it was of no use.

-Finally the day ended and I returned to that house. I took my mobile opened Facebook and started browsing.  I was chatting with a boy from a different town....

We became good friends in a very short period of time. I told him everything... He consoled me saying,

" Dont worry , they're your parents. They'll say for your  good."

" Why the hell will they not try to understand me? Why they always refrain me from doing anything? Can u say anything Ravi? ( Ravi was the boy I was in contact with)

" Ok dear, don't worry. You have me..!!! I will hear you. And I will also not scold you. I will marry you. So please take care of your health, and don't make me worry", He replied.

When I spoke to Ravi I felt warm, I felt like being protected, I felt like  I'm being loved. That day I spoke to Ravi till 2am, as a result again I woke up late.

That day also my  mother started nagging on me.. she scolded me very harsh.

"Today I'll definitely go away from this house."

I ordered to myself. 

I replaced all the books in  my bag  with 3 set of clothes.

I started writing a letter to my parents," I'm going away from this place, I don't want to live with you guys, you can live happily after I go away from here. You people like ramila ( my younger sister) most... From now on you people can live with her happily. I'm going away on my own, you don't need to search for me."

I placed the letter in the shelf. And  left from my house.

Rail station was in opposite direction of my college, so I started walking in opposite direction.

My father who was standing on the terrace,  enquired: " ramya.! why are you going in that direction.?

I was startled, I looked up.

He was staring at me.

I replied ," I am going to a shop there"  in a low voice.

My father ordered my brother :" suraj(younger brother) take her to that shop and drop her to the college".

My brother took me to that particular stationery present in that direction.

I was not plannig to buy anything... But reluctantly I went inside the shop.

" 2 long plain notebooks of hundred pages and a pack of blue pens"

" How much is it"

" Ok"

I paid the shopkeeper with hundred rupee note. The shopkeeper was counting the money that he had to return me... I was glancing at my brother who was standing outside the shop.

Shopkeeper returned fifty rupees, but I hurriedly took it without counting. I kept that amount in my vaulet.

There were so many things going in my mind.

First thing was... "I don't want to go to college."

Secondly," I want to run away as soon as possible."

Thirdly," how can I go to college with clothes in my bag."

With a blank mind I sat on the bike... Which my brother drove straight to college.

As I wasted lot of time in the stationary I had to stand out of the gate, because assembly was going on.

I thought," this is the right time."

I called my brother and pointed at the other girls standing as latecomers... And I said, " I'll go inside with those girls, and it'll take lot of time. Why will you waste your time, go to home ."

My brother who was always very lazy agreed to it easily. And went away.

I watched him go. After he disappeared from my sight, I waited for 10 more minutes. When I confirmed that he wouldn't come. I just queitly walked out of the latecomers queue.

I was thinking, where shall I go, I don't have any friends. Who will take me in. I queitly started walking on the road.

This path was in the opposite direction of the house... It means I was moving farther from the rail station.

Suddenly I heard someone calling my name.

"Ramya..!!!!."

"Ramya...!!!!!"

I turned to see who it was.

It was my classmate.. she was smirking at me like.: Today  I'll get to know about any of your secret. You are bunking college aren't you.

I read her thoughts, and smiled at her.

But she was still staring at me.

" Why do I have so many haters."

I thought to myself.

"Ramya where are you going.? Isn't it time for the class. ?"

"Ah.!! Yes actually I have some urgent work to do. I'm going to stationary.. I'll be back in 10 minutes."

I hurried away from there .