(Clary's Pov)
I can hear his footsteps coming near me. Next thing I know he is in the cell with me and he locks the door. I try to get away, but he grabs me and throws me back on the bed. The next thing I know he bangs my head into the wall, causing me to black out. The blackness seems to go on forever, there is no end. When I wake up, I'm tied to the bed and I'm half naked. Only in my bra and underwear. He is now pulling down my underwear. I start kicking and screaming. No matter what I do, I can't seem to get away from him. I hate this, I just want to live a normal life without all this torment. I feel tears fall out of my eyes; I can't make them stop. I hate my life. I can't make him stop. When he is done, I feel something heavy down there, I look and it ends up being blood. My tears just kept on coming after that. He used me, said I was a toy and treated me like one. I felt so gross, so violated. When he is done with me, he leaves. I just sit there in a ball crying my eyes out. I can't seem to escape this nightmare of a dream. I start to feel someone shake me, I slowly open my eyes to see Jace staring at me worriedly. I started crying even more, hugging Jace tightly. I'm so scared I'm just glad that Jace is here with me. I feel his grip around me tighten pulling me closer.
"Hey - hey are you okay, I'm here for you." He says pulling me closer. I gripped on to him, crying into his chest.
"I-I'm n-never going to get away from this life, I-I can never escape them, they will never let me go. I-It's only going to get worse; you shouldn't be with me, I can't drag y-you into my messy life." He pulls my head up bringing our heads closer together. He leans in to kiss my lips, it's slow and gentle at first. He deepens it, pulling me closer. I move to sit on his lap, we pull away and he caresses my cheek.
"Do not push me away." He says kissing my cheek. I move in and press my lips to his. I quickly deepen the kiss, putting my arms around his neck. I move my fingers through his hair, gripping it. He pulls back looking at me. "We should take it slow, your brother just raped you," he says, moving my hair out of his face. I just nod and move up on the bed and move my head into his neck. He grabs my leg, putting it on top of his leg.
After a while, we finally fell asleep in each other's arms. The next morning, I wake up to see Jace still asleep with the light shining on his face. I look down just now realizing he is shirtless. I take my finger and trace his abs. He starts to move, squinting his eyes as they adjust to the light. I kiss his cheek and I start to get up, but I feel arms snake around my waist pulling me back. I start laughing as he starts kissing my neck and all over my face. I turn around looking at him, I move forward a bit as I start to speak.
"Come on, we have to go to school," I say, trying to get out of his arms. He gives me a sad look when I manage to break out of his arms. Before I get out of the bed, I give him a quick kiss. He tries to pull me back in the bed, deepening the kiss. After we pull away, I go to my draws to grab a pair of white ripped jeans. He is just sitting there staring at me, with a smirk on his face. "I'm wearing your shirt to school, it's comfy." I say also grabbing a leather jacket. He gets up making his way towards me.
"Are you sure you don't want to wear it just because it's comfy, it has nothing to do with the fact that it smells like me?" He said pulling me closer. I just smile while pushing him out of my room so I can get ready.
"Maybe, but get out so I can get ready," I say, closing the door and making my way to the shower. I turn on the shower, letting the water get hot, once it's warm I sit down in the bath washing everywhere. I feel so gross, whenever Jonathan does that too, I usually take a shower for an hour or even more. When I'm done, I drain the bath and dry off. When I get changed, I pull Jace's shirt up a bit and grab a hair tie, tying it in the front. Having it show my waist a bit, I then put on my low rise ripped white jeans. I walk out of the bathroom going to my vanity putting a small amount of makeup. I grab my knee-high boots and put them on along with my leather jacket.
Once I get down stairs Izzy grabs my arms and drags me outside to my car saying we are going to be late. I start driving when I feel Jace hold my hand, I turn and smile at him. Once we get to school, I wait for everyone to leave the car so I can talk to them alone. We decided to let everyone know that we are dating. When we get out of the car he puts his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. As we walked into the school, we got tons of stares. All the girls were giving me judgmental stares and they kept pointing and whispering about me. All the guys were giving Jace jealous stares. Jace walks me to my locker and before he leaves, he kisses my cheek, making his way to his locker. The day went by fast, we got tons of stares from a bunch of girls, they were extremely jealous and we got a lot of homework. Once school is over, I have the biggest headache, we go back to the institute and I lay down on Jace's bed waiting for him to lay down with me.