Kirea finished reading the novel, "the emperor's treasured queen" with a frown with sniffs and puffy eyes that had seemed very tired. "why? why kill yumin!? He's cousin of the male lead and first lover of the female lead but ends of dying as if he wasn't family or someone precious!" she complained, trying her best to get up from her bed.

She wasnt a fan of bloody hardcore romance, after all she hate drama and problems which seemed stupid to her. The reason why she got this book was because someone stated that there was a character with her name but she finished the book for her favorite character named Yumin qi. Yumin was the cousin of the male lead and first lover of the female lead but also the cruel villain in the book. She felt that Yumin was a relatable character after all, he was a funny when he wanted to be, kind to his love ones, rude to his enemies, sometimes acted childish to his friends and love ones however he was a touch straved child who was neglect from his parents because of problems the parents love life had.

His only light was the female lead who gave him hope and love for the first time, causing him to go crazying when the male lead took her away from him and soon after coutlessly battles of losing. He because a broken heart man, regretting to love and dying from the main lead's assassination groups.

she understood how it was to want love and touch from her parents and siblings even love ones but never getting any since they hate touching her for being a mistaken child or a child that wasn't related to them. After all, she tried her best to be a good child, a smart child soon trying to find her purpose in life and be happy but all of it was failure but kept living in hope it came to her. She understood the pain of losing her love ones to family however she could never understand going crazy since she could never truly fall in love with anyone even with a fictional character until reading this novel.

Stretching slightly before sighing and groaning, "I wish my body didnt need to eat, use the bathroom or clean to stay in my bed forever." After being able to stand and not become so dizzy, she got dressed. Going out in her bagging clothes, she needed to eat and didnt have any food for her to quickly make like cereal or hotdogs and she didnt have enough energy to make food so she decided to buy food.

"yay, food. ." she mumbled after buying her food, her body started to weaken and become dizzy. "woah, i think i need to eat" she stated trying lean on something only to fail and fall onto the ground and let out a cry of fear, "somebody help! please! I can't feel my body!"

Sadly no one listen as she kept crying while her body kept shutting down. "someone . . . please help. i want to live" she cried out, wanting to survive after all she been surviving all this time. And then her eyes finally closed, dying on the sidewalk all alone.

Kirea thought maybe she isnt dead since she was thinking but cries and voices were hear as she thought this. Trying to open her eyes to see, a voice of worry was heard "her body so tiny and skinny, it makes it look like if i hold she would break in my arms." A laughter was heard and she could feel stares around her making her trying to open her eyes harder.

Finally able to open her eyes she saw she was in the hospital, being hold by a man with small smile. She felt uncomfortable seeing someone smile at her so heartwarmingly, and then hearing cries of a baby. The man was confused and worried what to do causing the woman from the right who child was close to her laugh. "Rouge, it looks like all you're holding baby skills need somework. Here, let me show you"

Hearing that, she was instinctively confused however couldn't do anything since the woman held her. "Yumin qi come and meet your new friend and soon to be play mate, kirea." the parent stated causing her eyes eye widened, realizing she was a mob character that was the last person who was loyal and the closest to of being yumin's love interest in novel but died saving him. As she thought this, she didnt realized black hair child with skin as pale as snow and eyes as dark as the abyss came to her and stared, confusingly "mother if we played, she would break like a doll and i dont want to break her". Hearing and looking at the child, she couldn't help but smile. Her favorite character was staring her and stated she was like a doll.

she made up her mind, as she got older she would do anything to make him happy even if it means shamelessly chasing him for him not to get killed like in the novel!