"It's already the past." Old Master Nan no longer remembered how his parents looked like by now. Decades have passed and they never communicated with each other as if the other party never existed.
When he was young, he did feel lonely and pondered whether he made a mistake in his decision. But after some contemplation, he stood up stubbornly and began to fight for his own future.
He had decided on this harsh and lonely path.
So he would walk on it until the very end.
"I didn't join the military at such young age, but I followed my uncle to help with the supplies and also trained in the barracks. Fei Yang Kingdom experienced another war not even a year after Nan Family migrated to Wei Da Kingdom.
I don't know whether my parents are still alive or not at that time or whether the elders managed to arrive safely or not. There are many things I don't know, but I choose to follow my uncle and watched as the battle unfolded."