She doesn't know what happened to her at first because she just found herself standing on the school grounds. She finds it weird because she knows that this place is so unfamiliar to her, so how the heck did she get here?
"I know and I was sure that I had already died a while ago, because I felt how painful and hopeless I was at that time, and that wasn't just my imagination or something I was dreaming about because it was too real to be otherwise." She was stopped pacing when her eyes caught a group of girls in her side giggling and laughing with such joy written on their faces.
Their laughter was so loud that it really got my attention. So when I roamed my eyes around, I was startled when I realized that I was surrounded by a lot of students just now. Gosh, it's so embarrassing.
I hope they didn't see me acting like some stupid weirdo. But this scenario is kind of not so real, I find it so strange because the scene happening in front of me is so harmonious yet peaceful and carefree.
'Such carefree and innocent are they?'
A bitter smile escaped from my lips. "That won't last long anyway, cause we all know how cruel the world is," I softly said, as if wish-wishing it on air.
My eyes locked on the sky above when I found it so magical to watch it, and a thought came to my mind that really gave me a headache. God!! Why did I not think about it? What if this is really the place they called "heaven, right!?
"It's possible," looking at this place so peaceful, maybe I was really in heaven. So I really died that time.
"Huh," I said with a heavy sigh.
"What a pity I died not enjoying my youth back there and knowing that bitch killed me on such horrible weather too arghh cursed her. " I said it in broken voice that sound that any minutes I would cry again
" Now that I think about it, I was living my life so pathetically and boringly. Ahh god! My head hurts a lot just thinking about it and make me feel pity on my self more" I signed
I was about to walk and get the hell out of that place before I broke down and cried there its much better to distract my self and explore this place called heaven,
But before I could make my first step someone startled me when he bumped me behind that cost me to stamble a couple of step forward before I got my balance and avoid falling in the ground.
"damn! that was close as hell there big rock good thing we did not kiss each other" I jokingly said it while eyeing the sharp rock
Bro that was so close I almost got my head bump by that big rock on the ground 'oh heck, I almost died again! But why the hell was I panicking and dying again when I was already dead!?' a frown showed on my forehead as I lightly pat my cloth while thinking a silly things of course like questioning my logic, aha
And because of it, I didn't even hear that person voice asking me if I was fine, and just like an idiot person who listening on her mind debating and ignore whoever that person talking to me.
But I was awakened by my daze because someone was shouting so loud that it sounded like a pig to me.