Sometimes reality confronts us with some tests that we were never prepared for.
We don't understand what we should do.
The solution loses it's way to us.
Then the common things seem much tougher.
As things begin to spin in mind, how can I face it?
What should I do?
Should I face it, or should I flee?
But the reality is, that's the reality.
And we don't know what is going to happen in our lives.
Aiden sat there stunned for a while. He was trying to believe what he heard in his own ears. He had been thinking for so long that Enna had moved on. At first I was surprised to learn that Enna was not married to Seujun. And now! I'm Miso's father! What should I do? Should I talk to Enna about this?
A few years ago
When Enna left me 3 years ago, I began to think Enna was very selfish. She's just thinking about herself. I know she loves me but it's my career. I can't risk it. I liked her and it's too much, but I never thought I would love her. Because even thinking about it could endanger my career. I told her, need you and this is what made her feel bad, low. Didn't she ever put herself in my place and think about my situation?
Time was passing and so was my day. I rarely thought about Enna, the whole focus was on my career. About 6 months passed, I had a concert in Cali. There was Seujun too. I used to talk less with Seujun. My concert rehearsal was going on and I suddenly noticed a lot of smiles on everyone's face. It seemed like happiness in the air.
I called one of my staff, "Did something happen here that I don't know about? Anything special?" staff was a little confused "No sir! Nothing like that happened." "So, why everyone seems so happy? I mean, I didn't see everyone so happy, I just saw the fatigue on their faces." "Oh well this thing!" Aiden was confused by this reply. "Actually, sir there is both good and bad news." "Start with the bad." "This is the last concert of Seujun sir with us." "Wait! What? Why? Seujun is a great guy! It's a loss for us. Still, you guys are happy, how?" "Because we are all really happy for Seujun Sir. That is why we kept our sorrows away." "Okay! So, good news is also related to Seujun. C'mon, tell me now." Aiden was excited to know. "Seujun Sir is marrying the girl he has loved for years and he will settle in London with her." "Wow! That's a really great news. Where is our groom?" "There he is sir. Talking happily with his would be wife." "Yeah! I can see the glow on his face." both were giggling.
Seujun heading for Aiden. "How long have I been calling you, and how long have you been talking on the phone! Who do you talk to so much?" Aiden was trying to make fun of Seujun. "Ahh sorry, I was a little busy. And I was talking to Enna. Tell me what happened?" Seujun was giving a bright smile. And hearing the name Enna, Aiden stopped. "One more thing, This is my last concert in the United State, I'm getting married. If you think something is missing, tell me. I want it to be the best." Aiden was standing stunned there, someone called Seujun and he left.
I was so shocked that I couldn't say anything. I was very angry, how could Enna get married. She told me, she wants to focus on her career. She said, she loves me, then suddenly what happened is that now she has to marry someone else!
Somehow I ended the concert, Seujun left. I started to feel a lot worse in the middle of my chest. I started thinking about the past.
And when I realized my mistakes, I was devastated. I never thought I was so selfish. I broke down in tears as if I had lost something very valuable. I actually lost something very valuable. None of my parents could stop my crying. I just thought of her. And when I thought of her, I felt a pain, a lot of unbearable sufferings.
I thought Enna was selfish. But what did he do selfishly? Nothing. That's what I did!
I liked her so much that I started talking to her, here was "I".
For my career I left without telling her anything, here too "I".
Then when she found out my truth, I spoke to her rudely, and left her again for my career, again "I".
Then when we met again, I wanted to go to her, I went to her, she told me she loved me, and I told her I needed you. I could tell her I like you, you give me a little time. But no, again my career and that "I".
I did't understand, Enna. I've thought about you so much for so many years, I've thought about the days I spent with you, but when you left me, I was so angry I thought I would never think of you again. I've tried a lot. But it wouldn't have happened, I would have remembered you. I didn't understand your value, but when I heard about your marriage to Seujun, I realized how precious you were.
I started to understand how much I love you. But I feel frustrated if I could understand a little earlier. One day my heart trembled when the host asked me about my first love in an interview. I cried a lot after the interview, because I missed you so much that day. I gave you a lot of pain, so I always wanted you to be very happy with Seujun.
Present Day
"What should I do? What should I tell her? How to explain everything? H-how will I face her?Ok tomorrow! Tomorrow I'll talk to Enna. Miso is my kid, Enna is my love. How can I let her suffer with my child. They are my responsibility. They are my family." Aiden was talking to himself.
The next morning Aiden began to waitfor Enna in the Park. He is ashamed to go to Enna's house. He wants to talk to Enna first. Enna came to the park with Miso in the afternoon. Suddenly from behind,
"Enna!"
"Aiden?"
"I need to talk to you." seems very tired.
"Are you okay? You seems really tired."
" It's important Enna."
"Miso, go play. Mamma coming in a while." Miso left to play. "Now, tell me Aiden."Enna was confused by Aiden's behavior.
"Enna!Miso!Yesterday~" suddenly a sound came.
"Aiden!" he turned to see and Aiden's eyes widened.
"Nan-Nancy!" She came and hugged Aiden. Enna stood and looked around.
"What are you doing here?"
"I've been trying to contact you for a few days but you was off. So, I came here to meet you." Nancy sounds very excited. "I've a big news~" Suddenly Nancy looks at the Enna, and Aiden introduces them before Nancy asks anything.
"Sh-She is Kim Enna. She is one of the lead designers of LEVEl. And we worked together at LA concert, 3 years ago." Anna feels upset that Aiden doesn't even introduce her as his friend, and she expected love from him once. But Enna didn't react on this.
"Hi Enna, I'm Nancy. I'm~" Aiden paused her, "What happened? Suddenly you're here? Any problem?"
"Yeah! There is a very big problem."
"Tell me!"
"You are going to be a father soon." Nancy whispered. Aiden eyes widened, his senses wasn't working. He wasn't even reacting. Enna heard that too. Enna gave a bright smile looking at them.
"Congratulations, Mr. & Mrs. Aiden." "Thank you so much, Enna." " Please take care of yourself. It's a very disturbing period. You need to take care of yourself. And Sir, always stay besides her. At this period , we really need a partner too support us." Nancy smiled, "How sweet!" Aiden kept looking at Enna. "I should get going now, my son must be waiting. Take care." Enna left! She was feeling a lot of pain but she couldn't express it anymore. Because now she is stronger than ever.