Winter,
It's cool but it creates lots of
warm memories,
warm expectations.
winter means first snowfall.
There is a proverb
If you sincerely want something from the first snowfall.
That would be true.
Byul was waiting at the park. but not as usual. this time he was a little desperate to see her. Enna came a little late. Without saying sorry, he asked for Byul's hand in excitement. Byul gave his hand confusingly. Enna took a bracelet out from a box and put it on Byul's hand. "What's this Enna?" "A Christmas gift for you Byul." "I bought gifts for my family too. and when I looked at this, this cute bear in this reminded me of your. So i bought this for you. And I'm sorry for being late.I was in market." Byul was so happy, he took the bracelet to his chest and said "Thank you so much for this Enna. I will never take it off."
"What's your plans for tomorrow, Byul?" "I don't have any. What's your?" looking at the bracelet. "I'll be with my brother and grandma." "Won't we meet tomorrow?" suddenly his voice changed in frustration and eyes widened.Enna was surprised by his behavior but didn't react much."I planned better than that." "What's that?" finally a small smile on the corner of his lips. "Would you like to celebrate the Christmas with my family, Byul? They will be glad to meet you." without any hesitation Byul replied "I'll be there at 6. Is it okay, Enna?" Enna giggle "it's okay, Byul."
The next day Byul was at Enna's door. He knocked on the door. Enna was waiting for him. She didn't even take a second to open the door. Byul was wearing a black pants, black gorgeous coat some silver spark on it, white shirt, his hair was a bit curly. He looked like a prince. Enna was amazed by his Beauty for a second. Then her family welcomed him. Byul was a gentleman and he had a different charm. he tooksome gifts and chocolates for Victor, some flowers for grandma.
"Sorry I didn't know what to take for you. I couldn't make a decision and I didn't buy anything." sigh. "You are here, Byul. And this is the best gift for me." Enna was pleasantly smiling. They enjoyed the day so much. It was Enna's best Christmas after so long. Byul wasn't missing a single chance to spend some time with Enna and look at her. Finally Byul has to leave now. Enna came out to say goodbye to him.
"Can we walk for a moment, Enna?" softly. "Umm? O-Of course, Byul." "Can I ask you something?" "Sure." "Why did they call you ugly that day?" Enna was smiling on his question and "Because I am ugly and I think they are showing me the mirror of truth. So that's okay." "Do you really think you are ugly?" "Will my thoughts change the truth?" Byul stopped walking and looked at her, " I know, Enna that you know you are beautiful. So much beautiful. Why don't you just accept that?" "build up your confidence level, Enna. I know you can make your all dreams come true. And I'll pray for you." his voice was numb, perhaps he was trying to hide his emotions. He wanted to say something but couldn't.
"I've something for you, Enna." softly "For me?", Voice little confused. He took a box out of his pocket. There was a silver chain in it with a small diamond and it was precious. Enna's eyes widened "Byul, I can't accept this. it's so precious. No~" "Allow me" "No, Byul try to Unders~" "Allow me, Enna." "Byu~" He grabbed her waist and pulled her close to him and put the necklace around her neck. He didn't let her go. Enna was surprisingly looking at Byul without uttering a single word.
"Promise me Enna. No matter how bad the situation is, you will deal with it with courage,
You will never compromise with your rights, you will achieve your dreams, you won't cry and you will never take off this necklace." his voice was numb, there was an unknown pain in his words and Enna could clearly hear that. "Wh-What happened, Byul? Are you okay?" nervousness and stress in her voice
"Enna, won't you promise me?" "I-I promise you Byul. I promise you. Now tell me Byul what happened to you. I'm tensed, Byul. Please tell me" her voice was wet, tears on her eyes, tension on her face and unknowingly, her hand was on Byul's face. Holding her waist, Byul stared at her sharply as if he were looking at her for the last time.
Tears welled up in her eyes. Byul wasn't uttering a word. They were so close to each other. Byul looked at her and gently pressed their lips. Enna wasn't surprised at all. she closed her eyes and started kissing him back.
And suddenly it started to snow. it was the first snowfall. they looked at the snow "I want to be with you for the last breath of my life, Byul and it's my wish for this first snow." there was purity in her words. Her face was glowing with happiness. Byul gently pressed a kiss on her temple and sigh "You should go home now. it's late" Enna bowed her head "See you." "Go I want to see you going." Enna started walking towards her house. She was staring back at Byul as she walked. And as long as Enna was seen, Byul stood and looked at Enna.
The next day, Enna goes to the park to meet Taehyung after finishing her work as usual. But he wasn't there. She was waiting for him. Because a few days ago Byul was late to come. She started waiting eagerly. Time passed away, the night came closer but he didn't. It was about 9.30. She was in tension. She suddenly remembered his home address. And she went to check on him. Because he had never done that before. But the door was locked and no one was there.
*few days ago while they were sitting in the park talking, she asked Byul what company he worked for and he told her that NE company.*
The next day Enna went there in search of Byul. But they told her there was no one by that name. Enna was shattered. She was trying to be strong. She still believed that Byul would come.
* Byul once told her that his family lives in Daegu.*
She consoled herself by saying that he might go home but he would come.
She went to the park every day and waited for Byul to come. She didn't cry, she just waited for him everyday. And there was nothing but disappointed. However, she didn't return home disappointed. Because she didn't want her family to pay for her pain.
A month passed, she was waiting in the park as usual. But suddenly she felt an unknown turmoil in her chest. There was nothing but the realization that Byul would never come. For the first time in a month, she started crying. Her tears were constantly rising, "I couldn't keep my promise, Byul. Because I love you so much and you made me cry." she was feeling suffocated and pain in her chest.
She didn't wait any longer. She started walking towards her house. But she couldn't stop crying. She was constantly crying. And way back home she bumped into those girls. She wasn't in her senses, she was still crying. Those girls were pulling her and eventually she fell to the ground. "Hey Ugly!"
"why are you crying? it makes you more ugly." "Where is your bodyguard?" their voice was too rude. "Uhhhhu! ugly's heart has been torn apart." laughing so much "So, who broke it? Your bodyguard?" Enna began to cry loudly. "It was to happen one day." "I'm not enjoying breaking you when you're already broken." "See you soon, Ugly" they threw some bottles on her as they left.
And sitting in the middle of the street, Enna's tears grew louder and louder.She was broken so bad from inside. There was no medicine for her pain. She didn't feel like getting up and reaching home that night. She was just crying.