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Aimi

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Chapter 1 - A mess

My life is a mess. I have no idea what's going on. I am tired from this life. That's not how I wanted it to be. Why can't I live like them?I want to end it.

These are some thoughts which teen agers and adults too are experiencing. But don't worry this novel will give you answers for all the questions you have about life etc.

Aimi, a 15 year old high school student after being traumatized is depressed and tired of her life. Anxiety, depression, stress, emotions, parental stress, guilt, envy, and grief; all these emotions are eating her inside. She had dreams which would cheer her up everytime she was felt like giving up but now those dreams were gone. She had become void from inside and the black hole in her chest was eating her. Love, affection and support is all a person needs.

Her life had become a mess. Nothing goes according to her. She has no idea what's going on. She is irritated and often bursts into tears. She can't keep up with school.

Why is this happening? What am I living for? Why am I doing this? Why am I not happy? What is true happiness? Why am I not loved? Every night Aimi would ask these questions but she had no one to answer them or no one to hold her hand, give her a warm hug and say "It's ok dear. Its is a phase of life where one wants to find meaning and purpose of everything but Instead of finding meaning of life, we give life a meaning."

"I just want to die." said Aimi as she cried until she felt asleep.

But, what had brought Aimi to this state?