**Mature Content**
"I can't make you do that when you're in this condition. I will take a cold shower," he said. "I want to do it. I'm not forcing myself and perhaps, I'm not sick," she said looking at him. "No. Thank you for the offer but I reject," he said getting up from the bed.
"Okay give me a kiss then," she said and he obediently leaned forward to peck her lips but she pinned him down before he knew it.
Hovering above him, she deepened the kiss as her tongue skillfully dived inside his mouth.
As he kissed her back with the same vigour, he felt her hands reach for the strings of his pants and untied them. When they loosened, she pulled down his pants before freeing his erect manhood from his briefs and he groaned as she massaged it.
She then wrapped her fingers around it and began stroking it just as she had seen from the internet. He mustered all the self control he could and caught her hand stopping her.
"You shouldn't be doing this," he said looking at her. Looking into his eyes full of desire, she said, "I want to," before cupping it again.
She had never gotten an opportunity of holding it like this, and now that she did, she realized that it was so big. She couldn't believe that it fitted into her. It was so thick and hot in her hands and she felt it pulsate as well as jerk as she stroked and caressed it up and down.
Jin Liwei's eyes were closed as he hissed and groaned due to her assault. Later on when he couldn't take it anymore, he discarded her pajama shirt to reveal her bosoms. He immediately began feasting on them, licking, sucking and biting on them as she moaned his name in pleasure. The room got filled with their moans and groans until he released.
Both covered in sweat, he saw her laboring with her breathing and he asked," Are you okay?" When she nodded, he got up from the bed and carried her towards the bathroom.
...
As the two laid in bed with fresh clothes and sheets, Li Fei said," I have always wanted to know something." "What is that?" he asked looking at her. "I... let's leave it," she said. "Tell me, don't withhold it," he replied. "This is not the right time," she said. "I insist. I want to know regardless of the timing," he said. Thinking for a while, she said," I want to first let you know that the answer doesn't matter. I just want to know the truth." He realized that it might be serious and he said," Yes. Ask."
"Uhm...when I was in prison, was it you who ordered the head guard to hand me to the guards so that they could...rape me?" she asked.
At this, Jin Liwei froze. He remembered that he had told the woman to torture her in all possible ways but he didn't tell her to do that.
He sat up on the bed and looked at her before asking," She did that to you?" "You didn't know about it? She locked me in the dungeon with three guards so that they could take advantage of me. Luckily Caihong came on time to save me," she said. Jin Liwei couldn't believe it. It was all his fault. He hadn't been specific with the woman, nor had he given her limits.
Given his reaction, Li Fei realized that he didn't specifically order it and she said," Let's forget about it. I just wanted to know."
He looked at her before standing up and left the bed. He ruffled his hair frustratedly before clutching it and went to stand in front of the window gazing outside. Did he really deserve this woman after everything he made her go through?
On seeing his distressed look, she got off the bed and went to stand behind him. Placing her hand on his back, she said," I'm glad you didn't order it but as I said, it wouldn't have changed anything even if it was otherwise. Let's forget about it and go to sleep."
"Go ahead. I will join you later," he replied, as he stared outside the poolside, his hands in his pockets. "I won't be able to sleep without you. I'm sorry for bringing back such things," she said.
Here it was again! She was apologising yet he was the one at fault. It were times like these that made him think that he didn't deserve her at all. He sighed before saying," I'm sorry for everything that happened to you, Li Fei. It's all my fault. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve- " "Stop right there Jin Liwei! You yourself mentioned that the both of us have hurt each other which makes it even. I'm no saint Jin Liwei and I have also done a lot to you," she said.
He turned to look at her and said," Go to sleep Li Fei. I won't be joining you in bed tonight."
Her eyes widened in surprise and she asked "Why?" "I need to think," he replied. "You can still do that here," she said. "Please," he added. After making sure that she had slipped inside the blanket, he left the room and closed the door behind him.
Li Fei regretted ever bringing that topic and she swore that it was the last time. It's just that, she had wanted to know. Never had she expected the conversation to take this turn. They were fine just a few moments ago. She twisted and turned in the bed unable to get any sleep and she wondered where he might have gone.
She decided to wait until tomorrow hoping that he would be fine.
When Li Fei woke up, she looked at the wall clock to see that it was seven in the morning.
She immediately left the bedroom and went to find Jin Liwei. She found Yin Chen in the kitchen as always and greeted her before asking if she had seen him. "The young master left for work. He ordered me to make sure that you have your breakfast before you leave the house."