Iritated easily, contempted in madness and shame, she neglects her responsibility in supervising the palace making her nation almost conquered by the enemies, nothing she can do much, she just walked aimlessly comforting herself for 5 years, to avoid the awakening of a demon hidden inside. she choose to run away and resting in qamar, till she was kissed by a fairy called Jara, that had left 5 printed petals on her forehead imitating the magis core on the back of her long lost friend Niran.
The fairies was able to told her with a very soft and low voices due to their tumb sizes, that they can resurrect the Nirans for that was their task in the world, Jara told Catalina, to never sad.. niran died due to their naiveness and kind heart, they was killed because they carelessly had brought another human into their residents thinking that every human was kind as her,
"when a niran was born, a little Jara will be born as well and carries the same mark as they, because we are their twin,"
"every niran has a Jara as their healer, if they died, it is our job to keep them alive and resurrect them many times possible"
Catalina could not believe what she was listening back then, she thought she was hypnotizing with her own magis, after banging her head on the the tree, She eargerly told those fairies to do their task,
"how lucky we are for we had kept hidden when the humans strike, if we died, no one could resurrect them back, i wish to thank them back, but we can't" Catalina wrinkled hwr face, she was paler than before, she blinkend.
"are testing me? are you joking right now?" Catalina stomped her foot, got closer and she grabbed one of fairies by its wing.
"if you cannot do it!.. why did you come in the first place? you should have just hide.. run away!! or do this wings is useless?" Catalina pinch its wings before breaking them apart, threw them on the ground, before she raises her fingers towards another fairy
"How dare you!" A Jara named Venus shouted. Catalina was dragged away from the flocks, by a strong force and glued onto trees with veins stiching up her entire body. My magis? Catalina petrified.
"don't be so cruel woman... put your hands off, if we died.. they died as well, - don't ever think about harming us.. we're not weak! this tiny finger will be enough to destroy your beast," venus march foward, seeing Catalina eye to eye, for the first time ever, the young wizard was put to numb and startled, she was breathing so fast showing how scared she was, something from venus gave her unsteady feeling, those soul contained lust and greed of the world no one could imagine, she shooked her head then looking at another direction,
"Catalina..didn't want to be rude, you started it.. the way you hurt us was the same way those man torturing nirans..you are the same" said venus into her ear, touched catalina's chin, denying her touched, venus still can pull her head infronts,
"you have becoming human little fairy, i guess your tribe would not last longer after this," Catalina gasped, her eyes went bigger, while this little Jara onluy knew how to smile,
"i see you wants to change the world, but the World's changing you.. how unfortunate, your people only knew how to destroy..fallen fairies.. " venus was smirking and so others, Catalina bit her lips, she nearly cried, not by the woods, but on how she cannot loosing up the veins,
evertime she moves, those bloody veins with blue flowers on it won't budge. The flowers were mesmerizing, reflecting lights though the place are getting darker, "lights.. " She saw a tiny golden diamond deep inside its buds, and was portraying a heart rate with its shimmering lights, she stares at Venus,
"what you think is right, that is the core from mirage's back, he is alive in spirit.. if you want to save them, bring back their cores to us from your king"
Catalina soon realized, she was played, she was raising pigs and snakes, the animals whom greedy and envy about every single thing until it became theirs, she can't loved by her nation, in fact being used to get what their wants, "am I? "