4th grade me and louise are classmates again.
My teacher asked Xian to bring books on the next room so I stand up to help him but while walking next room i fall someone tripped me so the books too. I got bruise on my knee and the students are talking but Xian just looked at me then he helped me up.
"Are you okay?" he said once we got outside.
"Yeah" i replied while checking my knees.
At home my mom saw my bruise and asked what happened so i told her and she just replied:
"you're so big and you tripped?"
The next day I joined the girls while playing truth or dare. It's my turn.
"I'll ask her!" Jacob yelled.
"Who's your crush?"
I look around and outside i saw Xian playing baseball.
"Xian?" Then they all screamed.
'Don't you think its awkward?' i asked myself.
Then proceed on the ground to join them. Jay was holding the bat and Xian asked if he could bat the ball. Then i slapped Jay's back gently and told him "Give him a chance"
Then i was surprised when he started crying then the boys started teasing me.
"Ohh Kio he's crying"
"Kioo"
I was about to comfort Jay's back but he pushed me and go back to their room and crym
Our teacher called me and asked me what happen i told her we're just playing then i go to court's bleachers because i'm so pissed i dont know why.
The boys followed me except Jay they all sat beside me and play. I was just looking at them and they just play like im not here. Then Xian looked at me.
"Do you want to join?" Then i nodded.
We played hide and seek. Me and Xian are together hiding at the back of the court.
5th grade where it all started. We're both growing and puberty. We still have connections and friends but we're always where we should be. I'm with the girls the whole day, and he's with the boys the whole day.
I brought my phone on the school and while they're playing we I'm recording and taking pictures of them.
Lunch time the girls were at the table with that quiet classmate with her mom then i sat on the last chair.
I was about to bring out my lunch but her mom said
"if you're here to disturb us you can leave" then i looked at her and leave bringing embarrasment.
In front of our room I saw Xian eating alone so I joined him and we talked and laugh. But he head inside once he heard the noise of the boys.
"Hey Kio? What are you doing there?"
"eating obviously?"
Then i packed my lunch and slept inside the room.
Our teacher gave us free time because our class year is almost over so i visited louise's seat with the girls but i saw Jay checking my private notebook. I tried stealing it then Jay said
"OA act cute"
"i know right" Paul replied
Then the boys was called for basketball training. Lunch time I visited them with Louise then I gave Jay a water. I like him thats why. Then Xian goes down the bleachers then asked for my water bottle then drink.
Morning the next day Xian and I arrived at the same time its 6:50 am and my service arrived at 5:50 because we changed our house and its farther from the old one.
Then Xian and I go to court to play basketball I dont know how so he teached me basics. Then while lunch i played with the boys i was good i think so i bragged at Xian how i played then he just laughed.
Many days had passed that i started to realize that im just pushing myself to fit with the boys. So i started hanging out with Louise again.
Next days our teacher announced that we'll have a performance so i picked Xian as my partner but i feel bad in the end. I did the choreo and teaching but we didnt get good points my bad. If he picked another one then maybe he could get higher.
I like him since nursery so i did picked him. I'm attracted to someone but just get disgust in the end because all i want from the start was him he knows but he didnt care.
After school i borrowed Louise's phone
"HEY! HEY! HEEEEY!!" i yelled "Let me use your phone"
"Why?" then i pointed Xian then she nodded
I tapped Xian's shoulder
"Lets go take a picture!" then he gets closer to me.
We only have two shots because louise said she needed her phone.
5th grade i was bullied by the boys because of my stress hair lost. I'm the topic then he'll look at me then he'll change the topic.
5th grade after school summer vacation. I hang out with some friends here. All they do was just talk and this one guy will judge me, laugh at me, laugh the way I dressed. I never did experience having a Healthy relationship with anyone even as friends.
6th grade first day of school i arrived first and wait for a friend then Xian arrived he rushed to me and hugged me i was surprised because we didnt talk the whole summer and he just hugged me. The names are written outside the room. We're separated 4 boys on our room then the rest are in their room i feel sad but Xian seems to be fine happy. So i just joined Louise and Jacob. We have 1 transferee then someone entered her face was not familiar so i started cursing in silent but she's heading towards us turns out she's one of our friend.
"Why?" she asked with curiousity look
"nothing"
Then the real transfer entered she's quite tall. So i entertained her like saying hi hello everytime. I hate transfers i dont know why i just do but i do entertain them in the end.
I met Jhon he was my short time crush but our memories our quite unique you see.. Their teacher threaten me and Louise to stay away from his students or else will be kicked out. Im surprised its like its our fault that they keep getting disturbing us.
Before Christmas my friends and I visited school to fix decorations then we helped other teachers to arrange things. While we're heading to our room. A teacher blocked us and warned us again then Jacob cried and i almost did too. Then two of his student called us saying their teacher need to talk to us. I was so brave walking Louise said but i can't remember anything. He didn't said anything bad he just said just wait till we're highschool or anything.
After months someone told me Xian already have a girl. I was surprise i wasn't hurt or anything i dont care about that. Then the next day Kat said Xian got into a fight because of that girl. I'm so stressed. Then Xian's mom visited the school and asked me if i saw Xian then i said no because we didnt talk for weeks. His mom looks so fine about Xian having a girl and that's nice.