Today is the last day of the concert, I'm really happy to see DTS perform live.
Their last song is spring day, it really gives me chills, everyone is crying, so I.
DTS is also crying because all of us are singing with them, their tears are proof of joys and as well us ours.
After their farewell speech, the crowd is chaotic because one of the wirings in front of us sparks. Thankfully the concert was done before it happens, everybody is running to go outside because we can see smokes everywhere.
I can't see my friends and even Mino--- I just run with the crowd.
I can't breathe at that time so I get a mask on my small bag, I started to feel heart pain and difficulty of breathing. While still running I keep on tapping my chest to relieve the pain.
Someone push me hard, so I got stumbled on the floor. Unfortunately, people are stepping on me but I can't move my body. I keep on crying and shouting to help me, but everyone is busy saving themselves.
My sight is blurring, the tears are contineuosly falling down on my dress.
Minooo---Jeeesssooo-Leesaaa-- i keep on calling them while my head is on the floor.
I saw a man walking towards me, with a cap on, maske, black hoodie and a scarf on his kneck. I can't clearly see who is this guys because of the smoke, I thought this is Mino.
Mino--oppaaa!!! -i cried when he is about to make me stand then I collapsed.
After that I saw myself laying down in a bed.. And I saw my mom.
Mom?- the she look at me with her worried eyes.
Honey--- how are you feeling right now?--- she asked.
I'm fine mom--- i said. then I look at the surroundings.
Where am I ??- i asked
You are at the hospital--- then I remembered what happened during at the concert.
Tsk that was my very 1st concert to attend because mom never allowed me to go until I became 18. Life is so unfair, why in times of happiness there is always sadness ugh!
Uh-- mom? Who brought me here?- i asked. I remember the guy who carrying me tss.
Its Mino-- he was here before but i told them to go home - she said. What? It is Mino? Mino's shirt at that time is white and he didn't wear black coat at that time. Ugh. Am i hallucinating??
Honey--- uhm you might don't want to hear this but you should hear me okay?- she said.
Yes, what is it mom?--- i don't like her tone huhuhu.
You should stop fan girling over V, and stop following DTS- she said with a seriousness on her tone and face. Omg nooo! I can't!!!
MOOOMM?- how can she do this with me??
Jenn---honey! There are lots of great guys around you, you don't need to run after those guys who don't even know you are existing- she said while looking at me.
I clinched my fist then tears are falling again.
Mom---- i said while still crying.
This is what I want---
He is whom I love---
He is my happiness---
If you will tell me to stop this. Then you are also want me stop my life- I said while looking at the window.
JENN! HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT??? YOUR LIFE IS YOURS!!! NOT THEIRS!!! YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER, YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS PRINCESS! YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT THAT!!! WHY YOU ARE PRAISING THOSE B*STARDS? WHERE ARE THEY WHEN THERE FANS ARE SUFFERING???---- Jenn, look at me!!! Answer me!!! Where are they?? You know that you are not the only one suffered?? Look at the other rooms, they are all fans of your DTS!!! but where are they?? They visited you guys??? NOOOO NEVER!!! ---- my mom is really angry, she is crying...
I look at her.
How could they do to our precious children?? Gosh!---
Mom they are not at fault--- its an accident, they are not the one who make the studium on fire because of the wirings mom. Why are you blaming them??-- she is blaming DTS for what happened? My mom is overreacting.
I'm alive mom, i'm alive... So please stop worrying- i said.
Mmm if I ever know again that you are attending their concerts or whatsoever, i'll be sending you to New Zealand---- She said then left my room.
Moooommmm!!- i shouted but she ignored me. How come?
Why is this happening??? I can't understand her.
Is she trying to manipulate me??? Aiissshhh!!!
Then I get my phone and called Mino.
After 20mins.
Jenn!- she said then sit beside me. i look at him but nothing suspicious.
Did you saved me last night?-- I asked then he look at me.
Of course, who you will expect to save you???-----V??? Hahaha stop imagining Jenn- he said while pilling apple.
If Mino really that guy---then who is this guy I keep on remembering??? Mmmm