The last few nights have been the most restless for Xanthippeia and that wasn't good because it meant instead of catching up on her school she was stagnant and maybe even falling behind again.
But none of it could be helped, that night in her bedroom with Leodocus had severely fucked up her mind. She didn't know what to think, how to act and how to feel anymore. And when she finally realized that it wasn't a figment of her imagination and that she had wanted to have sex with him, it made her crazy. She couldn't help but feel a little taken advantage of in some way because she knew her actions were not completely her own. He could read minds so what was to stop him from reaching into hers and manipulating her into thinking she wanted it? At the same time, she felt frustrated that he had to leave her at that desperate moment and she was angry that he did.
