so what happened was as someone who respects himself I just decided to leave the group and publish my stories somewhere else.
I mean it's not the last chance on Earth surely I could find another opportunity.
so without telling my sister I decided to quit the channel and quit the group so I deleted my messages and quit.
I was not sad or anything it was just an experience and in fact I learnt a lot about what people loved and hated about my writings, how I could improve my stories and how could I write in a more interesting Style.
Also how to get more people to like my writings.
So I quit and forgot about the channel later that day I received the message from someone that wasn't in the channel, someone there was not in the admins group, someone who changed my life to the better.
It was a girl, it was Bertha's sister.
She apologised and she explained that she knows why it wasn't comfortable for me to be in a group of girls while I was the only boy.
She was nice and she was a nice friend to talk to.
Surely at that point of time she wasn't my friend but I wanted to make a friend like that.
So I am horrible by the way at starting conversations, so I explained that it's ok that I wasn't sad or anything I just quit the group because they didn't like me there.
We had a little conversation about I really don't remember what we talked about, but we talked about life and friendships and such.
After I finished talking I explained that it was fine and I would start writing again on the channel.
I really liked that girl, and without me even noticing, my heart was being taken from me.
but I know that she wasn't that type of girl that would talk to boys.
So I joined again and at that time it was a little bit better.
We talked, me and the admins, and my sister told them that my voice was beautiful and I could sing.
so they asked me to sing something for them.
well it was embarrassing to be honest but I couldn't think of another way to get that girl to like me or to impress her other than singing so I did sing.