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Chapter 63 - I'm Confident

The Mini Golden Stars had golden star rings too, they took pictures together. Alexa was still in Chicago with Ashley and Amanda.

They had fun but Alexa was totally lost, and they didn't noticed it, they were planning for their future business, Alexa tried to get along with Amanda, it didn't work too, she was happy outside but broken inside and she was lonely.

The time when Ashley went back in France, Alexa went to visit her Mother's grave; Mommy, i miss you! are you happy for lonely Alexa? i don't want to be Alexa anymore, she's always sad, always broken and pretending to be happy. Mother, i want to be happy, like you were, can you see me? can you hear me? can you feel me? do i even exist? or wait... Alexander maybe, my Twin Brother can feel what i'm going through, what if he can not? i'm tired of living like this.

On 14th October, Alexa went in South Korea to visit her siblings, everything was totally different from what she was expecting, Emma was busy with her studies, Luna and Alexander were busy with work. Alexander was happy, as he was in love with his former classmate Ji-hyeon; Alexander, are you still mad at me? "no!" great!

Alexa felt like nobody loved her. on 17th October, she went in Norway to visit her maternal Grandparents and Uncles, there wasn't any different from her sibling's situation, on 20th October, she went in France because she thought that she'll have Ashley's much attention, sadly, she got disappointed by the busy world, and on 23rd October, she went back home, Martin and Catherine were busy too.

~Everyone is busy now, what Am i even doing? what kind of tour is this?~ Debra Beauty Is My Choice Campaign was successful than even before, and Evelyn was rich than her husband was. John have lost himself due to drug consumption, he still was traumatised by Debra's death, even if they were no longer together, still Evelyn had feelings for her husband, but she didn't know what he was going through.

"Congratulations Evelyn!" John? what are you doing here? "i just came to say Congratulations, you never give up, your campaign is successful than before." thank you! don't touch me, i'm confidently single Mother.

"You're not a Mother, Debra isn't no longer here." okay! single Grandmother, what are you up to? "nothing special, what were you thinking about? that i'm here to apologize or?" no, i can't expect anything good from you, now get out of my shop. "bye!" ~what's wrong with him?~

On 7th January 2012, Lisa attended Beijing University of International Business And Economics, and on 20th January, Alexa became a Nun at the age of 23 years old, and it wasn't too late to be. Sister Alexa was her given name, and she was living in Carmelite Monastery. her Family thought that she went on a trip, Alexa was no longer using her phone.

She was expecting her Family to look for her but sadly, the result was opposite of her expectation. on 15th January, Emma participated YAGP International Ballet Competition.

"Emma, are you ready?" yes! "are you sure?" yes, and i'm confident! "good luck! you can do it!" thanks Aunty Donna! she won fifth place; "Congratulations! it's hard to win first place for first time." thanks! maybe next time. The University of Chicago, Class 2009 refused to study again, because of their reputations, they dropped out of university, except Amanda.

On 20th January, she visited Monica's grave; are you happy now? even if you made such stupid decision but, i'm feeling sorry for you and your Family, my childhood Best Friend ruined my life on my Birthday, i can't believe you're gone. you ruined everyone's life, they chose to not graduate because of you. Jonathan is still happy with her, he's living without you and you're gone forever.

Everyone hates you, except me. and sometimes i want to hate you too, i was supposed to graduate in 2009, i'm still studying and we're in 2012. everyone is gossiping about me, everyone is laughing at me, luckily i was accepted to be their student again but, i can't have friends, because i was in jail.

Mommy is mad at me, everyone is mad at me. i lost my Boyfriend my Friends, except Ashley, by the way, hope you're in a better place.

As Debra Beauty was expanding and conquering the world, Evelyn was called a murder again; "Evelyn, what's wrong again?" i can't do this anymore, people will always see me as a murder,.. "are you giving up? after sacrificing yourself? after sacrificing ourselves? i always tells you to be strong but.." ^sigh^

Is Debra Beauty Is My Choice Campaign declining again? think about these Orphans,.. "i can't do it, i'm not strong enough, what are we going to do?" 'i you can't conduct your company then, i can do it. it's not because i want your money, i just want to help you.'

What do you think? i'm not worried about my reputation, i'm brave and confident, you should trust me,. "exactly!" i'm ready to fight, and i'm not afraid of my enemies well, take your time and think about it. "well Ashley, how are you?" i'm fine thanks! and how about you? "i'm good! how's your Mother?" she's good! MS Evelyn, i'm waiting for your answer. she bought mascara.

On 25th January, it was Rebecca's Birthday; "Happy Birthday Rebecca!" thanks sweet Loana! "you know that i'm very busy with studies, right?" cheer up! and you should relax! "it doesn't work, but it's okay, i'll graduate soon." now i want you to relax. "fine! Rebecca,.." yes!

Time flies, i can't believe we're no longer teenagers, and we're still Best Friends after high school, you've never ignored me, even if you had Sophie and Julie, our dreams was different too, and we're still together, supporting each other, you have saved me from my monster Father and i'm thankful to have such a supportive Sister like you... "and you have saved my life too, thank you!"

Wait.. where are you going? Loana, stop by there. where are you going? "Rebecca, you know that..." what? what? "don't be angry.." you think i'm stupid? "Rebeccaaa? calm down!" me? "yes!" okay. "take a deep breath. do you want me to graduate this year?" yes,. "do you love me?" yes,. "i need to study hard to pass."

After sweet words you were telling me, you were planning to skip my Birthday Party,. 'Rebecca?' you think you can fool me? fine! 'let's talk later.' Rebecca glowered at Loana. "i'm going to stay with you, till she comes back." Rebecca stared at him.

"I'm Seong-Hyeon, Ji-hyeon's Cousin." Nice to meet you! "Nice to meet you too!" how are you? "i'm good, and you?" i'm fine thanks! how old are you? "23,." korean age? "yes,." i'm 21, and 22, in Korean age,. "okay." are you happy for your Cousin's engagement? "yes!" okay. they were both shy and didn't know what to say.

~Loana, i've trusted you for many years, and you disappointed me on my Birthday, i'll make you pay for this, Loana? where are you?~ she was talking to her soul. Sophie was busy with her Boyfriend, same as Julie, Rebecca and Seong-Hyeon ended up falling in love with each other.

On 24th February, it was Korea National University Of Arts Graduation Ceremony, Basset, Reece, Kim, Wang, Bonnet, Carre, Hartley, Charpentier, Renaud Family and Loana attended The Ceremony; 'Ladies, finally, we did it! Congratulations to us!' ●wow, Ladies, Congratulations to us! we did it! "Sept-Ballerines!" 'The Golden Stars Forever!'● Marcelle, are you alright? "they reminds me of us, i'm thankful to have you Ladies!" "me too! oh!" they bursted into laughter.

And on 2nd August, it was KonKuk University Graduation Ceremony; "Congratulations Loana!" thanks! are you still upset with me? "no!" are you happy? "yes!" i miss my Mother! "i'm hoping to not see you crying,." i wish she was here. Rebecca tried her best to comfort Loana. Ashley became CEO of Debra Beauty Cosmetics Company; "Ashley, are you sure that you can't do this?" i'm strong enough to fight back my enemies, and i told you to trust me. "thank you!" you shouldn't thanks me.

On 19th September 2012, it was Alexander and Ji-hyeon's Wedding Day, it took place at Grand Hyatt Seoul Wedding Hall. Basset (include Loana), Reece, Hartley, Clark, Renaud, Carre, Harris, Charpentier, Toussaint, Kim, and Wang Family attended The Wedding Ceremony but everyone noticed that all of that Alexa wasn't there, and they were wondering where she was.

"Congratulations Son!" thanks Dad! "i bet your Mother is proud of you." i think so, wait.. Dad, where is Alexa? "i don't know, it's been like 4 months without seeing her,.." how could that be possible? everyone is saying like that, even Ashley, is she mad at me? i'm feeling like, we has abandoned her. Ashley? 'yes!' have you received any email from Alexa? 'no, but she's supposed to be here, where is she?'

Lately, Sister Alexa attended her Twin Brother's Wedding Ceremony with her friend Sister Elizabeth, and everyone was in shock.

Congratulations Alexander! "oh! Alexa? what happened?" call me Sister Alexa, i'm a Nun, and she's my friend, Sister Elizabeth,. 'Nice to meet you!' they were wearing Nun Costume; now i'm happy! did you miss me? i guess the answer is suppose to be no! well, i'm not blaming anyone, thank you!

"Alexa,.." yes Dad,. "you left without informing me, without saying anything,.." you didn't have time to listen to me, you were busy, you were all busy, everyone wasn't interested in me. "Alexa, forgive me! i didn't mean to hurt you,..""me too!" i forgave you all,. "where do you live?" in Glasgow, Carmelite Monastery,.

"Are you sure that you want to do it?" i made a decision, and i'm confident about it. Kevin didn't give her much attention, he was busy with work as he was a Carpenter like his Brother, but Alexa was surprised to see him with Julie, and he was surprised to see Alexa wearing Nun Costume too.