The silence is not letting me stay still,
I can't stay asleep.
The nights are getting harder to begin with,
without you feels different..
I think I lost my mind,
My mind is just black and white again.
There are no colors there,
As I thought it would be.
My world is just not the same without you..
what must I do to get you back again?
I miss you a lot,
But you are no more alive.
What should I do?
I feel lost and insecure...
I wish you were here to guide me,
But I guess you are not..
The world is not the same,
without you..
It is just different....
I wish you heard me cry..
So you would know how much I miss you, Love.
I did put flowers on your grave,
I hope you are happy where you are..
goodbye..
I wish I could kiss you one last time...