The next day, Hannah woke me up for breakfast.
She told me I could go to school today.
I'm having real mixed feeling right now.
There are some people who were really happy to go to school.
But why most people in the movies were saying bad things about school?
Why most of them were having bad experience, like getting bullied and bad grades and stuff?
That's what I'm scared of.
I opened up my mind to Hannah about this.
Before she could told me anything, Amelia hold my hand.
"Don't worry, Kyle!" She said in her high pitched voice. "I'll be here to protect you! So don't you worry."
She made me calm inside.
It's warm.
So this was the feeling that I always yearned about.
The feeling I used to have.
The feeling of having family.
I hold her hand back tightly, and smiled to her.
Hannah also smiled while looking at both of us.
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As soon as I arrived at school, my heart was pounding really loud.
I'm really nervous.
I never felt this nervous since my first injection.
When I turned around, I saw Amelia and Hannah were there, just beside me.
I collected my nerves and went straight into the school with Hannah.
Amelia went to her own class.
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After the registration were done, the teacher, Miss Rose took me to the class.
At the door, the whole class's eyes were pointed at me.
She told me to come inside.
That's when I saw Amelia was also in the same class as me.
I felt somewhat more relieved.
Miss rose told me to introduce myself.
I introduced myself properly.
I told them about my time at the hospital until Hannah adopted me.
Suddenly the whole class started crying.
Am I supposed not to do that?
I took a look at Miss Rose who were beside me.
She was wiping her tears with her handkerchief.
I took a look at Amelia.
She was calm.
Maybe she was already knew at my condition.
She looked at me and chuckled a bit.
I just replied with a small smile on my face.
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After the class ended, the whole class started talking to me.
They kept asking me about my life in the hospital.
Not it made me uncomfortable, actually it made me happy.
I already made so much friend in my first day.
Even though I kept talking to them, I still do not forget my best friend and my family, Amelia.
I walked with her almost everywhere.
I'm so glad I have someone like her with me to make me face the challenge.
Just like Hannah.
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It was the P.E class.
We were playing football today.
Finally, one of the most wanted thing in my life.
I could play it.
However, before we even started, the teacher told me to sit aside.
I asked him why I couldn't join them.
He said that he knew about my physical condition and won't let me play.
I was upset.
Very upset.
I he's the type of the bad person in the movies who won't let me have fun.
But I'm smarter than that.
When he didn't notice, I snuck up behind the teacher and joined them.
They asked me if the teacher let me play.
I said of course! It wasn't a big deal.
Then I played like a free man in this world.
For 2 minutes.
I was started feeling dizzy and the world suddenly blacked out in my eyes.
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When I opened my eyes, I was already in my bed in the house.
Hannah and was sitting beside me.
The told me they were so glad that I woke up.
On the other side, there was a doctor who kept asking me about I feel.
Not this again.
I thought to myself.
I was so sick of this.
I wished I was not be born like this.