My name is Karma lying on my bed thinking about my whole life.. Normal farmer at the countryside thats the achievement i achieved. Age 40 but still single and virgin. So no descendents ithink this is the end of my bloodline.
Life has been such a drag all the kids back from my school has gotten successful but here I'm thinking if only I.... If only I didn't got so scared and consumed by my fear.. Fear what is fear ? Fear of loosing, Fear of getting embraced, Fear of people finding out your true self. Most of the time people lose there entire life thinking about what fear is ? Me as a person who always live in fear about what other people might think ? and what will they talk about me ? All was going well but when did i messed up i always played safe as i was taught. My parents taught me fear other people they might hurt You.. My teachers taught me to be scared of my future... I always followed them every step i played safe but why??
But why I'm thinking about it i have already taken the poison so I'll die any time soon.. Well ~cough _uhgg.. uhgg..
Well life was good it tought me alot so I'm happy for that next time i won't do the same mistakes.. smiles~ (dead)
What is this light ? Oh its true then after people die the light will guide them through their after life.. Well i have messed up alot but never did bad deeds well guess I'm going to heaven.. hmm~
Karma.. Karma.. (hum why am i hearing my master voice...) *smacked
You dumb kid why u sleeping in my class if u want to sleep then go to your house to sleep dumb kid...
(My master who was rude but kind hearted during the war he was the one who help me get out of the town but died protecting me...)
*Karma eyes full of tears*
Ohh god are you really going to cry it was just a little smack.. This is the condition of a future warrior can't even handle a smack..
Sorry sir it was just ah i think about something so.. *happy after seeing his master*
Okay then pay attention to the class.. (Continue explaining)
Karma looks around the class seeing that he gets shocked all his friends as a kid again.. He looks around he see his friends who died in the war. His senior who bullied him his entire school life all was same..
Seeing that he couldn't believe it and thinks it was just a faze that all his life gets flashed in his eyes before death.
But why is it so long and why did is it happening after i follow the guide of after life?? I don't want to see this why are you showing it to me? are u teasing me god? showing how shit of a life i had.. But hearing my teacher and my friend at the end make me happy.. But why I am seeing those bullies... *sign .. It was also part of my memory..
( While he was thinking deeply about it another blow penetrated his skull..)
You dumbshit why are you spacing out again..
**Ouch!!!!
(Its all real why god why again this!!!.. *thinking out loud..)