ON MAY 13 1988 , THAT DAY I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH , I THINK I WAS CURSED FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADULTHOOD , I WAS LIVING WITH MY MOM , SHE BIRTHED 3 GIRLS I WAS THE BABY OF THE CREW ,
BUT MY MOM LOST CUSTODY OF MY TWO SISTERS , SO I WAS ONLY ONE LIVING WITH MY MOM , MY DAD WAS IN MY LIFE BUT I STILL WANTED LOVE FROM MY MOM ,
SO I BASICALLY WAS A MOM'S GIRL NOBODY COULDN'T TELL ME SHE WAS WRONG , UNTIL WHEN HER BOYFRIEND TOM TRIED TO MOLEST ME , SHE LEFT ME WITH HER HOMEGIRL HOUSE , WHILE SHE WAS OUT PARTYING ,
SHE JUST GOT INTO AN ARGUMENT WITH TOM SO HE STAYED BEHIND , AT THIS TIME I WAS 7 YEARS OLD , ME AND MY MOM HOMEGIRL DAUGHTER WAS SLEEPING ON THE COUCH ,
I FELT TOM RUBBING ON MY BACK I JUMPED UP AND SEEN HIM , WE MADE EYE CONTACT I IMMEDIATELY STARTED TO PANIC , HE PUSH ME DOWN ON THE LOVE COUCH AND STARTED TO PULL DOWN MY PANTIES ,
ONCE I SCREAMED THE GIRL WOKE UP AND SAID LEAVE HER ALONE , THE GIRL WAS NO OLDER THAN 10 YEARS OLD , HE GAVE US AN EVIL LOOK THEN HE RUSHED OUT THE FRONT DOOR ,
WE LAID BACK DOWN ON COUCH WENT TO SLEEP , NEXT MORNING WHILE MY MOM FRIEND WAS GIVING US OUR BATHE , I WAS LOOKING DOWN IN THE WATER HAVING REPLAYS FROM LAST NITE ,
I KNEW IT WAS WRONG BUT DIDN'T UNDERSTAND IT , SO SHE ASKED WHATS WRONG I SAID TOM ,TRIED TO PULL MY PANTIES DOWN LAST NITE , HER EYES GOT BIG SHE RAN OUT THE BATHROOM , THEN SHE WENT TO HER ROOM AND TOLD HER BOYFRIEND ,
HE WENT TO THE HOUSE PHONE AND CALLED MY MOM TOLD HER TO HURRY UP AND GET TO THE HOUSE , HER HOMEGIRL GOT US DRESSED THEN WALKED US TO SCHOOL , THE SCHOOL WAS MAYBE 5 MINS AWAY BUT THE WALK WAS QUIET ,
ONCE I GOT OUT OF SCHOOL MY MOM ASKED ME WAT HAPPENED I TOLD HER , SO WE GO HOME I SEE TOM AT THE APARTMENT SITTING ON COUCH , SHE TOLD ME BEATRICE GO UPSTAIRS GET OUT YOUR CLOTHES , BY THE TIME I WAS PUTTING ON MY OTHER CLOTHES , I HEAR BUMPING AND YELLING I RUN TO THE LIVING I SEE MY MOM FIGHTING HIM ,
I STARTED CRYING MY MOM TURNED AROUND TOWARDS ME TELLING ME GO BACK IN MY ROOM , I WAS AFRAID HE WAS DEAD OR HE WAS GONE KILL US , FIVE MINUTES GOES BY MOM RUSHED IN MY ROOM SAYING " BEATRICE HURRY UP AND PUT ON YOUR SHOES " ,
SHE LEFT OUT THE APARTMENT WENT TO PHONE BOOTH AND CALLED RESCUE , IM TRYING TO LEAVE OUT MY ROOM AND TOM WAS CRAWLING TOWARDS ME WITH BLOODY I STARTED PANICKING AND SCREAMING , RAN TO THE BATHROOM JUMPED INSIDE THE TUB CLOSE SHOWER CURTAIN AND CLOSED MY EYES , I HEAR MY MOM TELLING PARAMEDICS HE'S IN THE HALLWAY SIR ,
THEY ASKED WHAT HAPPENED SHE TOLD THEM HE GOT AGGRESSIVE WITH HER , SO SHE HIT HIM IN THE HEAD WITH GLASS LAMP , HE GOT RUSHED TO HOSPITAL AND MY MOM SIT ME DOWN TOLD ME NOT TO SAY NOTHING BECAUSE THEY WILL TAKE ME AWAY FROM HER , WHEN MY DAD CAME TO VISIT ME TWO WEEKS LATER HE TOOK ME SHOPPING ,
THEN WE WENT TO THIS BUILDING , WE SAT IN THE LOBBY FOR 15 MINS , WE WENT INTO THIS ROOM , AND THE LADY INTRODUCED HERSELF TO US , SHE ASKED IF SHE CAN ASK ME COUPLE QUESTIONS , ALL I WAS THINKING I CAN'T LEAVE MY MOM , SO I DIDN'T ANSWER ANY OF HER QUESTIONS , SHE GOT UP TOLD ME WE WAS FINISHED ,
I OVER HEAR HER SAY TO MY DAD RICHARD IT'S NOTHING WE CAN DO , MY DAD GRABS MY HANDS WE WALKING OUT THE BUILDING , WE STOPPED WALKING HE LOOKED DOWN AT ME AND SAID BEATRICE DADDY TRIED ALL HE COULD JUST KNOW I LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS .....