One Friday evening ,with him(Mr.Ice ) I went to church together for the Vigil Mass of holy Thursday before the Good Friday . He was on, with a furry muffler, the jacket that offers me once, pant along with shoe and all. I put on a shirt with formal pant and shoe .All good, I thought it was OK.
After we walk third part of our way to church I stated " You know, I used to get allergy over my whole body in a cold weather and water so weird right?" . .. water doesn't go well with my body but you are ice and I need you. . .
"Immature people, you are ! kids so, it have to be " he chuckled softly. " Don't laugh! it's because of the environment I don't match " I commanded. " Happy for me for that" I continued he couldn't carry on my word little mix of jokes. We were just around the corner of the church at the entrance door so after our last laugh we went inside the church and I noticed that ~ the right side of the seat it was full of ladies and women
~ the left it was so loose ,not many gentleman around thirties of people I think yet some children are with them too.
The night vigil mass , the homily was about a deep love of God for our mankind ,it tell us how Jesus told about his betrayal and dead to his disciples and he even bend down to wash his disciples feet though he was their master after all. And we all know that" For God loved the world so much that he gave his only son"~ John 3:16a. to die for you and me to bring peace and salvation . We were in the church, so.. empty the benches are , freshhh..and cool.. airs are blowing when a big door of the entrance is open by some kids who Love to play around when the priest were doing the Holy Mass. My close friend so.. close 'Allergy' I should say, touch my hand and kisses happily out of that cold breeze as the temperature had dropped off from normal, my hands are full of redness,swollen and I'm itching so much inside I just suppressed and stay quiet for a while to concentrate on the homily given by priest.
" See, crazy little things got over your hand again Asshh! " he exclaimed in a displease manners Like he don't feel good.
"It's OK!" I said
"What? why do you wear only that if you knew it " he declared
"Buddy tonight the sermon was about love ,then please love me just for a moment and offers me your soft and furry muffler made of pure sheep wool " I scoffed and giggled softly with hardness ,funny ! as it's hard to complete the sentence holding back all the things that I shouldn't do as I was in a prayer house , cause if I do it - thousands of ears would hear and the thousands of eyes would be in my face like staring to a VIP or a special guest invited to a honourable occasion who is in need to them hmm! . Forget about that they are in the church too." Okay! take it as you are so jealous of my beautiful thing that you see anything, Ha!" he stated in an annoying manners and throw it off to me . Cold my body is so, I have to stay calm even if people spoke humiliate or ill things ,to get the muffler right at that time, was my first priority to do so to get over the allergy .. I wrap up around my neck , it's a great relief from it after a while... the mass ended we came out to the front of the church and I said in a sarcastic or indirectly " I'm good now, thanks! take it, your valuable thing that you own so dearly ." " Nooo.... Put on your neck! till we reached our bedroom." he boasted.
When I say I'm sick, my family thought it was an excuse for me to do work, I'm living in that family and if I added a little more about it you would look me down as inferior yeah! . No one, agrees to one another. we all have our own dreams and goals we're not the same , we're different in a good way together where we belong. Sometimes my existence it's a great troubles ~I hate the way they want me to do and they hate the things I want to do, rebellious! . I'm so sick of myself ,rather be alone or anyone else. Great! all that worst thing about myself makes me feel better for my existence known and appealing the way I am.
At the middle of the night I woke up again so strange, I took out his phone and press the power button on ~'it's eleven' the time is . I don't used to wake at night when I sleep in my room not even once maybe. But, sleeping with him there's no night I don't woke up in the middle of sleep( the yellow bulb was on always as there is switching button )and I would have a drink (water) that he used to bring in a jug or a bottle of water! every night, to quench the thirst . He is so sensitive, even a hair if I touch he would be awake. The time is eleven, got to sleep again I turned the phone off and lay down on the bed, I feel unusual things, suddenly my nose feels like a warm water was flowing on so, I put out my hand to touched what was it and lower down my finger 'blood ' I was bleeding lavishly so out of fear I called up his name and shake his body he woke up right. I jumped down from bed to prevent stain over the bed sheets, pillow and blanket. He climbed down from the bed, took the jug of water and poured over to my head and patted softly, I put up my nose high up above, after a while it lasted the bleeding.We move up to the bed then, I said " Sorry Mr. for disturbing your good sleep, thanks again for your service. " "Hmmm! it's okay yet why do you bleed off in the night, rare right! did you do hard work that you can't huh?? " he pose up a question.
" Ummm! I play volleyball today , under the scorching hot sun with my friends " I responded .
"See, next time you better don't play much in a hot and warm day Under the sun " he explained. I know the feeling of his care as small brother though he announced that I was his friend.
We bid good dreams to each other and sleep off peacefully that was the "eleven night " I slept with Mr. Ice.