Yesterday I watched a video on how to come back to Christ and it said you have to be honest with yourself tell God what you want to tell him tell him everything. For he will open his arms and welcome you. God want you to come back than you yourself want to come back.

Today I decided to start my Bible studies and I watched a video on how to study the Bible I saw everything how you are supposed to find the deep meaning so I got out my bible and asked God to guide to read what I should hear and know. And he sent to Holy Spirit to guide me and I read exactly what I should read. God will always be ready to accept you no matter what you have done in the past. Psalms:51:3:16 David had killed his friend because he wanted to take his wife and he felt very guilty and ashamed but he came honest with his faults and decided to repent. He wanted to be washed clean by jeans for he is the only one who can do so.

I have learned a lot from this verse but I know this is just the beginning. Thank you lord. Please help me continue on this journey back to you so thank when you appear in the clouds I will not be ashamed and guilty and scared but I will be very happy, rejoicefull and sing with angels that will be singing and wait for my name to be called and raise up to the heaven with you. In jesus's name I pray Amen.