'I should've just killed myself so long ago...'
Depression.
Such a small word to describe such a big feeling...
He had depression, self-diagnosed? No, professionally diagnosed a few years ago, not only that but PTSD and a few other trauma-related mental problems that he had accumulated along the years... His insecure personality drove everyone he ever thought of dating miles away from him, or so he thought as his anxiety would tell him he did everything wrong and that now everyone hates him, while his depression says no one cares about him enough to hate him. It was a vicious cycle.
After returning home from another unsuccessful attempt at finding someone who would love him for who he is (as if it would ever happen), he sat down on his bed. He lived alone in a small apartment, the bills he would pay alone and it was getting harder and harder to find a job, he was just kicked out of his last job because of a Karen that saw the opportunity to fuck someone's life forever and took it. He curses her existence to this day, it may be petty, but he is a petty person!
He was browsing through his PC, looking through ways to work at home when he received an e-mail. "Huh?" He curiously read the e-mail and it was as follow:
[Lover System Free Trial!
From:???
To: Anderson Nakamura
Hello!
We are proud to announce that you were selected for our new program, a free trial to test your creativity in creating the best lover for yourself! We of Lover System would love to have you test the system!
Lover System is a point-based system to buy perks for yourself and your lover, but to get things for your lover you get to make them first!
You start with [60] Points! Use them well.
Link: [Insert Link] (A/N: *Link Noises*)
Have a nice day!]
Anderson furrowed his eyebrows a little before clicking on the link, it looked like a spam e-mail but it caught his attention! As soon as he clicked it, a window popped on his computer screen, a light pink screen with the words [Welcome] in white and gold. "At least they have a great designer... These letters look like they were written by an artist!" The letters looked very beautiful indeed, as he looked at it he lost focus for a second, he soon realized and cursed his ADHD before looking at the text below.
[Please insert your name here.]
He clicked it and wrote his name, Anderson Nakamura, son of Emiya Nakamura and Jenifer Jackson, his parents He is half-Japanese and Half-American, they divorced and he was taken by his very abusive mother, which gave him trauma and a few mental illnesses as a little gift. After he wrote his name and pressed the [Enter] key on his keyboard, the screen loaded into a status-like screen.
There was a blank, floating ball of white substance with several boxes around it. He read the instructions on the bright golden box that appeared in front of him, giving him instructions. Basically, he could build the perfect lover for himself with this system, or the person he would fall in love with and would try to seduce, he scoffed at that and changed the first box was the [Relationship] box from [Pursing] to [Married], he couldn't even talk to other people think about flirting!
There were some basic boxes that he could change for free, he is what he did:
[Lover Name: Blank]
[Lover Gender: Male]
[Lover Sexuality:
[Heterosexual] (Also known as straight. Only sexually attracted to his opposite gender.)
[Bisexual] (Sexually Attracted to more than one gender)
[Homosexual] (Sexually Attracted to the same gender his)
[Pansexual] (Sees no gender.)
[Asexual] (Does not feel sexual attraction. This does not mean he won't have sex with you, he just isn't so interested in it as you possibly are.)
[Other] (Selected)
[Other Options:
[Yes] (No gender, just ass)
[No] (Feels no sexual attraction whatsoever, not even you.)
[Only You] (Only feels sexual attraction for you and you alone.)
Seeing that he could make his lover only sexually attracted to him made his insecurity vanish because that would make sure that he loves him and he alone, his weak heart would appreciate that! He, without hesitation, took that option. He kept looking at the profile of his lover, the first thing he could change was his lover's physical appearance!
[Height]
[Small] Your lover is smaller than you.
[Just Taller than you] Your lover is just one or two inches taller than you.
[Tall] Your lover can range from 6'6 feet tall to 8' feet tall, your choice.
[Giant] Your lover can be up to 10 feet
[Titan] Your lover can be up to 20 feet!
[Collasal (1 Point)] There are no limits on how big your lover can be. Go wild.
Anderson sighed, he was just about 5'7 and he liked taller guys, but not giants that would crush him! He just easily took the [Tall] option and selected the height at 7' feet just to make him taller than more people he know... Next on the category was
[Muscles]
[Slim] Your lover has no visible muscle whatsoever!
[Lean] Your lover has some visible muscles...
[Strong] Your lover has the body of a strong person like they work out but not a lot.
[Beefcake] Your lover is beefy and big, the perfect hunk of a man.
[Titan] Your lover's muscles are incredible and impossible to obtain as a normal human, even with drugs! (Take Super Strenght for Free Once)
[Godly (2 Points)] Your lover's muscles are so big that space itself bends around them, threatening to burst and destroy existence... Not that would happen though. (Take Super Strenght for free up to 4 times]
Once again, that is the same thing about height! He will not get something he would not be attracted to so... He took the [Beefcake] option. Next was:
[Body Fat]
[No Fat] Your love has no body fat visible on them.
[Normal Fat] Your lover has a healthy amount of fat in their body.
[Tubby] Your lover has a slightly bigger belly, but it is mostly confused with muscle, good to hug.
[Muscle Gut] Your lover has a big belly, it is very soft and very huggable.
[Plump] Your lover has a higher amount of fat through his whole body, has muscle under that fat, but it's hard to tell.
[Fat] Between the lines of "fat" and "obese", your lover is very large. For (1 Point) His heart is not affected by the fat in his body.
Anderson isn't that attracted to body fat, but he liked it a little bit, so he selected the [Tubby] option with glee. He was happy with his choice! Next was the:
[Head Hair]
[Bald] Your lover has no head hair!
[Short Hair] Your lover has short hair.
[Long Hair] Your lover has long hair, can be braided rather easily.
[Mustache] Your lover has a beautiful mustache, which is very soft too.
[Beard] Your lover has a beautiful beard that is very soft and tickles too.
[Anime Hair (1 Point)] You can choose the color of the hair of your lover as well as the length, It defies the laws of gravity and reason, being the perfect hair
[Other (1 Point)] It doesn't need to be hair, it can be anything. Tentacles, fire, water, anything!
Anderson had to think about this one... He kinda liked the thought of having a lover with hair made of tentacles! Imagine the possibilities for kinky sex... His head went fully red as he thought about that, shaking his head he sighed and chose the [Anime Hair] option and several models appeared before him. After looking through several styles and colors, he settled for Vantablack hair with golden streaks, this applied to every hair in his body. (-1 Point)
Next was:
[Body Hair]
[No Hair] Your lover has no hair on their body as if puberty skipped that step.
[Shaved] Similar to the previous option, however, he shaves every day to keep that form. (Choose how he would look not shaved)
[Normal] A normal amount of body hair, which makes him sexy but not very hairy.
[Hairy] His body has a lot of hair, it may fall off sometimes. Don't worry, he will clean if you ask him to.
Anderson considered his options, he liked body hair on others but not much, so he selected the [Normal] option before looking at the next one, when he read the options and saw the models, he blushed deeply.
[Genitalia]
[Small] A cute penis, size can't be more than 4 inches. Small testicles as well.
[Average] A average penis size, it's not too big and not too small.
[Big] A big penis, can range between 7 to 9 inches, balls are also big at the size of grapes.
[Well Hung] An enormous penis, size can go from 9 inches to 11 inches. Balls are the size of mangos (Recommended: Take [Porn Physics] or [Stretchy])
[Huge] Going further, dicks ranging from 11 inches to 1,5 feet. Balls are the size of Ostrich eggs. (Highly recommended: [Porn Physics] or [Stretchy].)
[Hyper] There is no limit to how big it can be, go wild. (Take [Porn Physics] for free.)
The models for penis size were very detailed and with animations included, from soft to hard and the hardening process, and even ejaculation and cumshot animation. Anderson couldn't help but be a little flushed about this, he was shy, yes but he was not innocent is that... It looked very realistic! He coughed as he looked at the sizes and selected [Huge] before quickly looking at the other option!
[Races]
[Human (Free)] Natural race from your planet, a little vanilla but it's great!
[Orc (1 Point)] Natural warriors and leaders, Orcs come in Green, Red, or Grey colors (Take [Musk] for free)
[Dwarf (1 Point)] Natural-born smiths and craftsmen, Dwarfs are small and fuck like beasts! (Reduce Lover height by 1/3 of their total height. Get [Beard] Head Hair as well)
[Furry (1 Point)] Pick an animal, your lover is that humanoid form of that animal. (For 1 extra point, they can get anything their animal side has)
[Centaur (1 Point)] Natural-born archers, Centaurs are great creatures to "ride" on, careful to not get addicted to it. (Gets [Horsecock] for free)
[Minotaur (1 Point)] Horny beasts that can fuck pretty much anything, however, they are extremely loyal and adorable to their lovers (Take [Insatiable] for free. Increase the size of lover by 1 foot)
[Naga (1 Point)] Monstrous snake humanoids that have two penises instead of only one, also are very horny (Gets [Extra Penis] for free)
[Merman (1 Point)] Beautiful creatures of the sea that seek the seamen. (Take [Beautiful Singing Voice] for free)
[Elf (1 Point)] Beautiful folk, can't grow beards and are one with nature! (Take [Nature Magic] for free!)
[Fairy (1 Point)] Small folk that are fast and can fly, also have a lot of stamina too (Decrease lover size by 1/5 of the maximum size, take [Great Stamina] for free)
[Dragonkin (1 Point)] Dragons that can take humanoid forms, may it be scaled humanoids or humans with draconic features (Take [Shapeshifting] for free)
[Demon (1 Point)] Horny bunch, they "punish" the wicked... Not your lover, he left hell to stay with you. Has high libido and stamina (Take [Demon Magic] for free!)
[Angel (1 Point)] He left heaven just to stay with you! You can decide if he fell or not, but regardless his wings are fluffy and you can touch them... They are very sensible (Take [Angel Magic] for free!)
[Djiin (1 Point)] Magical entities that grant wishes for those who rub their magical lamps... You rub their genitals. (For 1 extra point, they can grant you Minor wishes, like ice cream or any food for 2 extra points they can grant you medium wishes, like create buildings or destroy them, for 3 extra points, he can grant you major wishes, like resurrecting the dead and such. Once a day though, only once.)
[Monster (1 Point)] Your boyfriend is a creature that would be dangerous, if not for you. He has a wild urge to mate sometimes but is always gentle. (For 1 Extra point, he can turn undetectable for normal people)
[Elemental (1 Point)] The personification of elements, these creatures are powerful and sexy. (Chose one element from Water, Air, Fire, and Earth. For 1 extra point, you can choose other elements such as Light, Shadow, Nature, Time, etc. They can control their element at will!)
[Alien (1 Point)] Your lover comes out of this world! Literally! His culture is strange to you, but you can adapt to it, his spaceship works perfectly well and he can take you to his home planet at any time, lucky you! He is very rich too. (Take [Millionaire] for free)
[Cyborg/Robot (1 Point)] Your lover is a robotic machine created to love others that developed real feelings for you, he can repair his own body for he is made of Nanobots. His dick is strange because it can take any form you wish... (Take [Shapeshifting] for free)
[Other (2 Points)] Your lover doesn't have to be on this list! You can search any other race and bring it here, we will use it as your husband's race.
The list expanded and Anderson only saw more and more races... However, what caught his attention was the [Minotaur] race, they are loyal to their partners as well, so it was not a hard pick for him. Next! He once again blushed because of the explicit images to show examples... (-1 Point) (His [Normal] Hair Body is now replaced by fur) (He gets the [Insatiable] perk)
[Dom/Sub]
[True Dom] He controls your waking moment to your sleep, your public and private life are in his hands, you are his slave, his pet. At least you have a safe word, which will make him calm down a little and apologize for whatever he did.
[Public Dom, Private Equal] Publically, he controls you, privately, you are equals.
[Public Dom, Private Sub] Publically he controls you, privately, you control him.
[Publically Equal, Privately Dom] Publically you two are equals, privately, he is a dom. A basic BDSM relationship.
[Publically Equal, Privately Equal] The most non-kinky slash vanilla of them all. Just a normal and healthy relationship, without Sub or Dom kinky plays.
[Publically Equal, Private Sub] Publically, you two are equal, privately, he is a sub. A basic BDSM relationship.
[Publically Sub, Private Dom] Publically you control his every action, what he does and doesn't do, but privately he does that.
[Publically Sub, Private Equals] Publically you control his every action, but in bed you are equals.
[True Sub] You control his waking moment to his sleep, his public and private life are in your hands, he is your slave, your pet. At least he has a safe word, which will make you calm down a little and apologize for whatever you did.
The images and animations demonstrating what it meant were very explicit, Anderson watched for a few seconds as the animations were all very good... He coughed awkwardly before thinking what he wanted, with what he had in mind, he didn't mind being a submissive man... He has always been submissive in his life. He quietly selected the [Publically Equal, Private Dom] before moving in with the things he could do.
[Position]
[Top]
[Switch]
[Bottom]
Anderson didn't need to think, he knew he was a bottom and he didn't care. He selected [Top] and moved on with the thing...
[Self-Image]
[Unhappy] He is not very happy with his body sadly, he always thinks there is something wrong with him.
[Embarassed] He is always embarrassed about his body, he secretly likes to be praised but always blushes when teased a lot... May cause retaliation.
[Normal[ His body is normal in his eyes, he doesn't care much about it.
[Proud] He is proud of his body and will always show it to you if you ask him, loves when you worship his body as well.
[Lacking] He always thinks he is lacking something in his body, always searching for improvement.
[Narcisistic] Extremely proud of his body, will show it to however asks to see it! (Take [Exhibitionism] for free)
He considered it, he stopped for a second and imagined a tall, muscular, hot minotaur blushing as he praised and teased him... It would look adorable in his eyes. He selected [Embrassed] as self-image before looking at the next... It was a blank window with the name [Perks] above it, he looked at the small shop icon on the side and when he clicked on it, he saw several items that he could buy for his husband! He chuckled as this was being more entertaining than he thought would be, he separated some perks he wanted to get because he only spent 1 point till now and that point was to change his lover's race! So he has [59] points left to use...
After a few minutes, he bought those he wanted. It was all a game so he decided to go wild on this one...
[Perks]
[Virile (1 Point)] Your lover produces enormous amounts of cum every time he cums, it can be controlled by him how much he cums, but it will be always more than before. It disappears when he wills it to.
[Flavored Cum (1 Point)] Your lover's cum tastes like the last thing he ate! (Extra Point: -1) Your lover can control the taste of his cum at will, have fun drinking it. (-2 points total)
[Porn Physics (1 Point)] Your lover is no longer bound by normal rules! If his dick is too big for your body, you temporarily gain the trait [Stretchy]. He can move perfectly fine if his dick is too big for him, when doing oral sex, eliminates the need for oxygen.
[Porn Logistics (1 Point)] Fate bends around your husband in sexy ways, making your lives easier. Got caught having sex on his job? No problem, as long as it has a logical answer (even if it is very dumb and 100% a Lie), it is true to those who heard it.
[Due to also having [Porn Physics], this Perk is stronger]
No longer do things have to make sense because as long your husband is involved, everything goes well. Fate protects him in no logical ways! Even if a meteor would hit the earth and everyone would die, he would be alive and well due to sheer "luck".
[Extra Sexy (-2 Points)] Makes him extra sexy, everyone will look at him and even try to flirt with him, but if he is loyal, he will not care about others and be only sexy for you. They May get uncomfortable with stares and hide behind you, may also cover their bodies with extra layers of clothing that do nothing at all.
[Life Miracle (-2 Points)] In summary, your husband can impregnate you!
[Control Fertility (-3 Points)] He can control his fertility, making himself completely infertile or making you pregnant with triples in a single drop of cum.
[Insatiable (Free)] He is a beast, never getting satisfied unless doing it several times! His libido is otherworldly...
[Due to also having [Pron Physics] the perk is now upgraded]
While having sex, your body also adjusts to his libido, making you just as horny yourself. If he wants to keep going, you can keep up with him until he is satisfied. Which will take a while...
[Magic:
[Earth Magic (-1 Point)] Grants the ability to control earth magically.
[Fire Magic (-1 Point)] Grants the ability to control fire magically.
[Sex Magic (-2 Ponts) Grants the ability to use Sex Magic, a magical ability that can be used for sex. Can clean the orifices and lubricate them easily!
[War Magic (-4 Points)] A very powerful magic that is also very destructive, capable of wiping out entire battlefields
[Defensivw Magic (-2 Points)] A special magic capable of creating shields and protection.
(Total of 10 Points)
[Big and in Charge (-1 Points)] The stronger your lover is, the more authority he has no matter the universe you are in. (-3 bonus points for permanent effect) (-4 points used total)
[Offspring (-2 Points)] Whoever he impregnates will have an easy time in their gestation, taking little to no time before labor. Labor is also easy and painless! The children will grow to adore you and your lover, going as far as loving you more than a child should love their parents... (If you're not into incest, this effect can be lowered to the point where the children are obedient and win cause trouble, not full-on incest, just respect.)
[Super Strength (-2 Points)] Your lover has comic super strength. No physics law applies to this superpower! He also has full control over it, making it impossible for him to hurt someone he doesn't want to hurt.
[Regeneration (-4 Points)] Your lover can regenerate his whole body, he doesn't feel pain in the process. As long as there is one cell of him, he can regenerate to full body in a matter of seconds.
[34 Points used Total. 25 Points Left]
After selecting these perks for him, Anderson decided to check the perks for him... They were pretty much the same! He could select them for himself, but he decided to select others because he saw he could change the world as well! He decided to get:
[Get Fit (-1 Point)] You can easily get fit, exercising does wonders to your body, making you healthy beyond human comprehension.
[Magic:
[Healing Magic (-1 Point)] You can heal from the minor wound to even death, bringing the dead back to life.
[Sipiritual Magic (-1 point)] You can use spirit magic, powerful magic that can conjure any spirit from the spirit realm.
[Time Aplenty (-2 Points)] Time seems to slow down when you are having sex, you can have sex for hours inside your four walls and no time would have passed. Giving you a lot of time to fuck whenever and however, even outside, time simply stops around you and the people fucking you, giving you infinite time.
[-5 Ponts used. 20 Points Left]
He just took these perks for now... He got the magic that interested him before looking at the perks the world could get... He smiled as he added:
[Fantast World Invasion (-10)]: The magical world invaded the modern world, and every single fantasy race came to say hi to humans. Magic is around and everyone can use it, if your husband doesn't have it, you can add [Full-Body Magic] as his only magical perk. This gives access to every single magic existent to your husband!
Anderson watched as the system automatically removed the magic he added to his husband and gave him back [10 Points], bringing him back to 20 points... He sighed and thought for a few seconds before getting another perk for himself:
[Share the Fun (-5 Points)] Grants minor perks copied from your husband, making you a weaker version of him.
And now with 15 points left, he decided to get World Perks:
[Normalize (-5 Points)]: Things are normal for everyone, no matter what change you do to the world!
[Gaia's Blessing (-10 Points)] Earth is so healthy that Gaia herself woke up from her slumber. Don't worry, she's a good person! She even gave every being on the planet a boon, making humans naturally age slower. Humans now can go up to 500 years before dying of old age! Food is never a problem any more thanks to Gaia! World peace has been achieving as well, no more homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, and any kind of racism or discrimination exist anymore... As if Gaia made humanity better by just existing.
"Well, I used all my points... Let's see the result...."
Lover Status
[Lover Name: Select]
[Lover Age: 24]
[Lover Height (Tall): 8'F]
[Lover Gender: Male]
[Lovwr Race; Minotaur]
[Lover Sexuality: Only You]
[Position: Top]
[Head Hair: Vantablack hair with Golden Streaks]
[Body Hair: Vantablack Fur]
[Muscle: Beefcake]
[Body Fat: Tubby]
[Self-Image: Embarrassed]
[Genitalia: Huge]
[Relationship: Married]
[Dom & Sub: Publically Equals, Privately Dom]
Perks:
[Virile]
[Flavored Cum]
[Porn Physics]
[Porn Logistics]
[Insatiable]
[Extra Sexy]
[Life Miracle]
[Control Fertility]
[Full-Body Magic]
[Big and in Charge]
[Offspring]
[Regeneration]
[Super Strenght]
World Status;
Perks:
[Fantasy World Invasion]
[Normalize]
[Gaia's Blessing]
[You]:
Name: Anderson Nakamura
Age: 26
Perks:
[Share the Fun]
[Time Aplenty]
[Magic:
[Healing]
[Spiritual]
[Get Fit]
After he was done, he sighed and looked at the screen again. It was loading... He sighed and closed the window, what he did not notice was the message that appeared:
[Please write the character's backstory- Backstory blank... Processing... Backstory created.]
[Please name your husband... Name blank... Name automatically created.]
[Please select a drawback... Drawback not selected... Drawback selected automatically.]
[Thank you for your support. Your husband will arrive soon...]
Anderson slowly sank into his bed as he felt a little bit... Sleepy.