In 2010 I was transferred to my new school😗. UFFFFFFFFFFFFF I felt pressured thinking what will happen next,how about my friend. I guess there will be handsome boys and beautiful girls😎.Thinking the whole night staring at those beautiful star I slept that day
Next Morning I was very nervous.i chose a simple lang and t_shirt as my outfit.
and entered my school at very early time that my teacher was laughing at.
and asked me if I had bought my books.I said "NO' . she told me to go and
buy books I bought book and walk toward my class I had bag with me but I also want with nervousness, anxiety
Entered in the class and what I say next was very unbelievable 😙 very very navy looking boys and annoying girls😥.I was like shitt
looking at my class environment I felt like going back to my previous school😞🙂 very bad. i WAS Not feeling good😫
After a few weeks I got purposed by my senior 😙I was not thinking to be with him but I accepted him after few weeks.i liked the. efforts he made. Still I was not that happy because I felt akward with him. I didn't liked something about him but I don't know how to explain what that some type is☺️😅.
but next thing was cool. My boyfriend classmate had crush on me and we had. been chatting since me and my boyfriend were dating😙.
Things were going smoothly . In the break I was drinking water in the tap,my senior sister came their to drink water, in the same time one 👽 alien looking boy came to me and was very nice. to me.I think something was burning their🙄
Me and my boyfriend classmate talked whole night with each other I thought he was my type. I kept it secret from my all friends but not from my sister 😎
I went to my friend house one day in my bycle to celebrate her birthday.it was rainy season. she was sitting backside in my cycle I thought it would be fun if I ride it fast in an slanted road &and I did that unlucky we fell in the muddy water .with that look I went her home with embracement.I was having fun and my cellphone was in my home so my friend borrowed me to use it if I want.I was about to open my account then I realize that she also didn't know about it and thought 💭 to tell her in the right time☺️
The senior sister I talked about sent me message request and start chatting with me she told me not to be close with her boy which was that one who was with us in the drink water tap. I didn't knew why she was saying that. That bitch was crossing her line so we plan to meet in school toilet to fight😂(it's funny when I remember it now). No was stand their for me I felt sad.
My boyfriend asked for my password for my account and I said"oh I have headache today I don't remember it well maybe next time". He agreed that day but other days he kept on asking me so I was irritated. I knew he didn't trust me with his friend. I felt bad for him he used to give me. company twhile returning home. He told me that he was afraid if I will choose his classmate over him
I felt bad for him because I was. already deep in love with his friend. I decided to break up with him instead of showing my fake feeling because "it is very hard to pretend the thing that we don't feel.'
And I started dating his classmate now my present bf 😃. it was occured to look in his(ex) daily. I guess many students thought that I was mannerless girl ❤️ not only that everyone hated me I guess. Not even knowing me how can someone judge others? thats discusting.
Even though I was happy because the person who need to love me are loving me
Me and my bf created a lots of memories. He supported me when no one did,incouraged me."the reason for me to be strong"🙂
that was his last year in school He was in hostel so we couldn't chat the whole time and we started writing letter to each other😂"I still have it's
it was very sweet.
And he had to go for study in college.our school didn't had college. I was not feeling good. but I accepted that fact because I had made my friend. 3grouo of Friends ☺️(I don't prefer many circle around me because I don't want people who keep bitching about other)
it was the last day of my batch but by bf had 9 days left for his exam.
we were lining up and going to our house my bf say me and came running and hugged me asked me for the letter I have written I gave him the letter I wrote about our journey🥺
I went my home and he goes to his class.
I was feeling empty
now it 2020 we are still together praying for each other and hopping to marry soonl😃💖🎉
(Relationship is very important in life because it teaches us many things)