I met my first love in an awkward situation. I had worked as customer service respresentative in the highest department of a major franchise company. Due to the collapsing company I was let go of but given high recommendations. I began to work for a major logistics company named Lovett's Logistical as a Junior Agent, a head of a small team of people responsible for very important set of clients.

I worked for half a year before I met my manager, the Prince of sales. The days were getting easier and also more hectic and so my team was lent out to a brick and mortar store by my manager. When I saw him I thought he was a customer but I mean he caught my eye as a very handsome and beautiful man. I mistook him for a customer and wrote him off as a heart stealing once in a lifetime sight.

Even so for a few more days this beautiful man haunted my mind. Selfishly I wished on my stars. I really wished to see his beautiful eyes everyday and if not, I deeply wished I could at least see him one more time.

I laugh at myself for wishing and feel a lump form in my throat as I realize I must be lonely and quite daft. I sigh thinking the truth is simply that I may truly never lay eyes on him ever again. Then I continue my day to day routine after I manage to focus on my work. I get a really angry old money inheritance man and he dosen't say any words to me it's all yelling. Upon being manager of my team even though we answer to other's I step forward to relieve my team of this destructive person.

I use my best skills treating this man with an even manner neither rude nor sorry. I explain to this man the same thing my team member did and as the system has blocked this man from being able to purchase any more technology from our company. This isn't new to me and it usually happens when the customer uses our services in dishonest ways. This man however was duplicating Levitt's works and selling our products as his own.

Finally, upon the customer demands to speak to yet another manager I see this man again as I tell the angry customer: "Sure. I'll get my manager for you but you better accept the answer that I've given you will be the same answer that'll be spoken from his glorious mouth. I mean he might be a wizard because you're gonna accept his words even if he repeats what I told you word for word." and then the beautiful man appears wearing the logo of the company and underneath the logo it states Personel Manager.

From that moment on I began to work under the beautiful man who was also sadly my boss. I had a very stern no dating coworkers lecture when I was hired and it was already a personal rule. Work and home should remain separate to avoid complications in both. Just like that I lasted another six months in the company before one day it all changed and I broke a serious personal and professional rule. Keep in mind: It takes two to tango.

After hearing of his death I remain away from where my first love, first heartbreak, and first life was. Determined I've fled long enough after over five long years I return to where I found my first love.