"Love is something so suppressing, and beautiful, more and compared to a plant that needs to be watered every day,
plants when you stop watering and caring, they wither and die, love is like that, you have to
take care and water every day, with affection, attitude, word, care, otherwise it ceases to exist,
if you stop taking care of the person you love, that love ends up dying,
so take care of the ones you love".
Author: Noize Cristina
I woke up with the feeling that my late husband was in the room, because I smelled his perfume, got up, and went to take a shower in the shower, the feeling that if James had been around during the night, and now because I felt his perfume, the night and his hot body but he didn't have a six pack in his abdomen, more like I was sleeping and I don't remember what happened, I had arrived very emotional from the orphanage dance a girl the same age as my daughter and coincidentally had the same name, I was found in an abandoned house and was suspecting that she might have been kidnapped by the human trafficking market, and for some reason they left her there to be found and the rescue team found her and found her. he took him to the orphanage until he found his family that messed with me, but I arrived at the hotel, I made myself a schedule to be able to forget the story, and I fell asleep like I couldn't wait, I just woke up now with this section that James was with me, s Could it be that I dreamed, I don't remember about him... well if that was all right...
Then I went down to the cafe and went to the company today would be another day with the employees and tomorrow it will be with the partners and executives of the subsidiary company from other countries and the owner who came from London just to see it up close and I was already informed that he wants to take a life improvement methodology to all its branches, starting with the headquarters in London, I think this is very good for the performance of a company, and to help improve the lives of employees...
The day flew by and tiredness came flooding over me I stayed up late like the employees who wanted to talk to me privately and make their profile, I arrived at the hotel after 10 pm and went straight to the shower and then to bed...
I woke up in the morning with the same section that this time the smell was on the pillow next to me, and it felt like someone had been lying next to me and getting up recently...
-Harissa your mind is causing you to ask how someone could sleep next to you...
I got up I went to the shower I got dressed differently today I had to be more presentable because it would now be with the board for my conference so I had to agree, I went down to the cafe and found Mary my manager...
-Good morning Flower of the day...
-Well, Harissa is all right, how are you?
I looked at her, who had a worried look on her face...
-Because the question Mary, are you aware of something or has something happened?
-No Harissa nothing happened...
- And because you're looking at me like that, I know you...
-Ok you are having nightmares at night that...
Hearing that made my body freeze right away, and I worried too...
-How...
-That's right, but your roommate warned us about the screams and I went there...
My God, the neighbor wears the same perfume as James, the day I saw him in the elevator I felt the perfume in the air, it's explained, but he slept in my bed...
-Mary did he come into my room yesterday?
-Yes, and this time he didn't want to go out, he stayed with you...
-My God this can only be a joke... who is he?
-Well he just left for a meeting, but he seems to be a good man Harissa so I made it clear that I already pulled his file and Bento said he is a good man, so he didn't abuse you.. .
I looked at her...
-Mary I will solve this today when I return prepare the bathtub for me I must arrive at 18hs.
-But if you are late?
-I'll call you to let you know if anything unexpected happens...
-Okay, see you later and have a nice day...
On the way, I turned on the car's bluetooth and schedule an appointment with my mentor at 8 pm I need to talk about it and resolve the conflicts of my unconscious, so I'm far from home and this can't keep happening...
I arrived at the company and went straight to the meeting room to arrange everything for the conference and to my surprise everything was in place as I had instructed the secretary this company really the employees work willingly and as a result of events like the one I am doing where people working happily and doing what they like to do, each one in his position and his duties... minutes passed and they started to arrive one by one, but the perfume that soothes my soul entered the room first before the person and to my surprise the owner of the perfume was Willian Negrao, the man who moved my instrument and my feelings in a single moment, and made my friend from below wake up with the touch of his hand in mine two days ago, made me wonder what it would be like to feel your soft hand on my body and my skin.... i was taken out of my private world with someone calling me...
-Dr. Harissa we can start....
I looked at it was Otavio and I looked at the end of the table the undue person responsible for my condition had a smile on his face as if he knew what I was thinking, I put my unconscious in his place and did my best, another time I looked at him the man who didn't take his eyes off me, followed me with every gesture, every movement, as if he was studying me and reading my body, and saw behind me, usually I'm the one who does this with people but he's there watching someone do it was leaving me speechless reaction I couldn't lose focus, and concept and I ended up with the lunch break...I was not hungry my head was racing Otavio invited me to lunch but I gave an excuse that I needed to call home...
Connection
-Hello
-I remember that there is a family Dr.
-Hareta I need to talk to someone now...
- Little sister, are you all right?
-It's not, things are out of control because of a perfume and a warm hand...
-HARISSA CAMARGO DID YOU KNOW SOMEONE AND THAT?...
-Stop yelling Hareta I'm on video call and you know it's on speakerphone...
-Okay, tell me about that with a warm hand and a woman's perfume, thank you God, my sister took out the spider webs...
-My God Hareta Muniz that afff... I can't talk to you it was a mistake to call you creature...
-For Hari, tell me this story straight away, woman, I'm sick of curiosity...
-Yes, I met a man, he the man, and oddly enough he uses the same perfume as James, just remembering my friend wakes up, afff, and the hand when he touched it was something I never expected to feel in my entire life , not even with James it was like that...
-Harissa, we'll talk later, you're not alone anymore...
She said that and hung up the call and I turned around to see who was in the room and cause I fell out of my chair he was there leaning against the door looking at me with a look I couldn't say... I got nervous like I've never been in mine before life he had overheard my conversation...
-All right, Dr.? Can I help you?
What to answer I had never been speechless around anyone before like this, my brain didn't work, my throat dried up my legs failed and the man in front of me was looking mocking my state, God help me...
-No...no...it's okay...
-Are you sure about that, you look nervous...
-I'm nervous, you can't imagine... I have no reason to be nervous...
-It could be something with the call you received...
I looked at the cell phone in my hand and remember the conversation...
-Well, don't worry, I didn't hear much, your secret is waiting with me... I just came to get a document that needs my signature, and you can return to your conversation if you want...
He went to where he was sitting before and took the documents and looked with a smirk and said;
-We need to make an appointment to sign the final documents and I have a proposal for you about your services with a professional, but I'll warn you, you'll have to travel to London with me...
My God, what answer will that be, and what proposal will that be, staying close to him will be my downfall and tearing down my stronghold of feelings...
-We can arrange for tonight, of course if you're available...
I looked at him before replying...
-Ok, it can be today at the hotel restaurant...
-I wouldn't like to take you to a different place, would you?...
-Clear...
-Okay, I'll pick you up at 7pm...
-OK...
He left the room I went to the bathroom that was there and made a call to my crazy sister again and this time no video call... on the second ring she answered...
Connection
-Harissa you want to kill me with anxiety you cow...
-No, did you see the moment he arrived?
-Yes I saw...
-When was it?
-At the time you said about your friend, look, little sister, I thought you would have an orgasm at that time...
-My God Hareta, what a shame and now as I'm going to continue the conference, I won't be able to...
The crazy woman was getting sick on the other side from laughing at me so much...
-Hareta is for you to stop laughing at my misfortune...
-I stopped but you needed to see your face it was very funny I wonder when you saw the man you were looking at...
-For crazy he and the man...
-Wait, afff what a f***ing man, you went to fix it hem now you're over it...now I know why your friend woke up just with the touch, until I saw his possession of looking babe...look sis don't ask for time take it soon...
-Yes, he invited me to have dinner together to resolve matters of the company he is buying that are mine, and he has a proposal for a job in London...
-Harissa, this is a trap, open your eyes and even more now that he heard our conversation and must be wanting to take the webs out all at once...
-Hareta, you know me very well and I'm not going to fall into any trap, you can be calm, when it comes to that...
-Ok ok but seriously he arrived when you said about the touch of his hand and he heard you say that you had never felt it before or with the deceased that put a smile on his lips, I saw it and I still gave a thumbs up to him, so I don't even know him he has my support, and as you were closing your eyes then...
-You are a betrayer that yes, Hare you my damn sister...
-That's why when I saw that you were going to continue to delirious with just your hand I woke you up from your erotic thoughts...
- Oh my God, what a shame...
-What a shame that nothing my daughter goes ahead take the tardiness of 10 years soon I don't know how you can handle living like this without...
-Hareta bye...
-Okay and don't think about the proposal, I just accepted with this man of the B***a I'll go anywhere Harissa enjoy it was sent by God you can be sure of it now it's going to work I'll see my nephews cute.. .
-Okay and...
She didn't let me ask about my babies and hung up because she knew she would spend an eternity talking to him... I got out of the bathroom and there were already some people in the room, and everyone looked at me with a surprised face...
-Dr. It's all right...
I was surprised to ask the question, I went back and looked at myself in the mirror, I was very sweaty and mushy, even...
I closed the door and went back to get ready I fixed my hair, I'm glad I don't wear makeup otherwise I'd look like a panda with red eyes...
Minutes later I left and everyone was already there, he too, I looked at him but he was looking like a landscape and didn't even look at me, I started to minister and it was like that all afternoon, late afternoon I ended my work with palms and thanks, I felt like a mission accomplished and there were only two more days to go and it would only be individual assistance to outline the profile of each employee and executive.