Rey tried hard but that was all he could remember in his teddy bear brain. He couldn't figure out the rest, probably due to retrograde amnesia but he didn't bother about it since he had some pressing matters to attend than care about his memories.
Remembering all the past events caused Rey inexpressible pain. Rey knelt down as a toy, "Is my social life over?" Rey stared into the void in disbelief "Youth, romance and all dreams that I cherished all crushed and turned into vanity" Rey as he stared inconspicuously into the void. It took some time for the matter to sink in.
"How stupid are you to let them beat your ass? If only you would defend yourself staunchly. This matter would have been history. Dumbass! Dumbass! Dumbass!" crawled Rey blaming himself.
Rey agreed with Reena's statement at the moment which pissed him off. "If only I could refute the matter right there? This stupid body and stupid emotions always get in the way" groaned Rey but he couldn't feel the depression wave and the fear that he would feel in his previous body. Rey didn't feel any remorse either which shocked him. Unlike his previous body, there was no gut-wrenching distress or the shakiness.
"Why am I not undergoing any feeling of sadness?" He checked his body and found that he wasn't feeling any emotional turmoil. He did not have any depressive feeling in his tummy, nor did he have any impulse to throw up.
"Am I being liberated from the struggles of life? Is this my awakening?" speculated Rey, but immediately threw up the stupid idea.
"Doubt yourself when you have feeling of sudden liberation, freedom. Cause when that happens, it's a signal that you are covering something depressive" recalled Rey.
He determined that it was the turmoil of the hormones causing emotional instability. Thus Rey started wondering if he had entered the ZONE of his mind. He wondered if the delusion he is facing right now an action to cope against a dark event aka school trauma.
He logically started to concur that his current impossible scenario was a false reality created by his mind to cope up with his pain and depression (like when he had created within his head when he was younger. He was the master of that dimension and could create anything within it including the senses except creating other lifeforms.)" How emotionally wrecked was I, to cause my brain to create an alternate reality" said Rey embarrassingly. Rey wondered if his true-self was crawling in his bed full of regret. Even thinking about it brought shivers down his spine. As much as he admired his brain for creating this false reality and false physical sensations, he was troubled thinking if his original conscious mind of his real body was wrecked causing havoc. He worried that he might have completely lost connection with his sense organs in order to enter this false reality.
As Rey was deep in thought about his troubles, Reena entered the room. Rey suddenly froze his movements and turned into a normal soft toy bear. Reena stopped over Rey and smiled, "Who put you on the ground? Let's put you back to your original place" .Then entered the bath to shower.
Rey had confusion written all over his face. "Was I hurt so bad that the ZONE in my brain was upgraded to create life forms? I even created an ideal version of Reena." Rey excitedly screamed with joy. "No point of worrying about it now. Since I have created this illusion, why not make the best of it and go wild" smiled the little teddy bear evilly
Rey was completely overjoyed by this joyous occasion. He now preferred to live as a living toy than stay as a broken puppet in the real world. He felt he was finally liberated from the shackles of humanity. He started howling and cheering loudly.
"Youth can go to hell!" (he destroyed the pillows of the bed).
"Romance tear yourself down!" (he tore down the sheets of the bed)
Society can get their nuts crushed!(crushed the cardboard boxes)
"Who needs stupid human friends!" said Rey slowly and started running around the room destroying everything he could see.
"No more of society's non-sense! No more pressure! No more pleasing! No more pent-up feelings! Absolute freedom!" howled Rey and continued "Finally redemption from humanity! Humanity can suck it! Friendship can suck it!"
Rey finally turned around to look at the destruction he caused. Somehow all that was so refreshing!
Rey cast an evil laughter as he looked at the destruction he caused, "It's my world and it's my rules! Finally I can lead a life without caring about being penalised" thought Rey. The previous clean and tidy room was now in carnage. Rey had destroyed nearly everything in the room.
"Since this world was created in my brain. I believe I can use special abilities. Maybe I can control the time and space of this room" thought Rey
"Let's try levitation. Fly out! Little bench" said Rey but there wasn't any response.
"I'll give you some time so that my word sinks in" said Rey and continued to wait. But even after the wait, there was no response. "Stupid brain! How can you create a world and not obey a single command? I've said it once I'll say it again! Little bench I command thee to fly!" said Rey waiting for the bench to fly. Rey ignored that awkward pause and moved on.
"Maybe I need to level up in order to do that function. Let's start with something simple. Little pen why don't you fly" said Rey but there was no effect.
"Is this the limit of the imagination capability of my brain? Maybe I'm doing this wrong? Rey closed his eyes and started concentrating in order to capture himself flying in the room. But there was no result.
"What is happening? Is my imaginary ability so dull? Why can't I do this now when I could do this before" thought Rey.
Rey could still hear the sound of water pouring from the shower. A thought came up in his mind to peek into the shower.
"How did I become this disgusting? How can such a dirty thought even pop up in my mind?" Rey cursed himself.
"There are no rules in this world since this is a part of my imagination. That person would just be a product of my imagination"
"What difference is then there between me and a pervert?" thought Rey condemning his toxic mind but it would not stop.
"I was framed as a pervert anyway. They called me a groper even though I didn't. I'm a normal healthy male too. Is there a reason for me to avoid looking?"
After careful considerations, Rey slowly stepped towards the bathroom. " I'm not committing a crime. I'm not trying to sneak a peek. My objective is to find out the limits of my abilities in this world. I'm not going in because of any perverted reasons. I have to know the limitations of my world. This is a valid reason" thought Rey and he convinced himself to walk towards the bath. Reena stepped out of the bath in her underwear and bra with a bath towel covering it. Rey was in a pinch, should he turn around, what if she is already naked! But Rey put forth a reason in his head. "This is just an experiment, just a simple experiment in my own world! Sighed Rey shouted "Cloth slash!" but there was no result. The stalemate continued for some time, Rey was watching Reena mesmerized by her beauty but kept his level-head during the staring show off. The pause caused his mind to sweat since his body wouldn't and it was followed by Reena's screaming. It was followed by Rey kneeling down to apologize. The apology of a bear caused her a greater shock which caused her to faint!
Now Rey was in a pinch! He wiped cold sweat from his forehead and let out a soft sigh! Rey was confused by that genuine reaction. He had no idea if this was happening in his head or if it was really happening in the outside world.
"Why are the characters within my world so realistic?" wondered Rey.
But he was glad that she fainted when she saw a talking bear or it would have caused bigger problems. Rey looked around the room and found it in a state of complete mess.
Inspite of all his failures, he still tried to cast an ability with his brain to restore the room.
"System Command! Complete Restoration!" chanted Rey but found no response.
He figured he should clean up the room before Reena wakes up.