I open my eyes and clutch my sides as I curl into a ball unable to find clarity on what was happening.
Uuuuuhhhhhhh!!!!
I screamed, the pain was definitely something I have never felt before. I laid on my floor praying god plz take this pain away . Make everything good aleast …okay
I dreft into a stance wondering the chances he'll take us both from this ruthless untruthful world. Will god save us form the hurt and pain we feel inside or Will he have mercy for want is not wanted.
Unable to speak I'm surrounded in my own thoughts of my own cons and pros.
All the things that lead us to this moment of truces. Why does it take so much to beat you don't .
So much running , so many losses.
"Hell if we going out like this we need happy thoughts"!!! Holding on tight to u taking us back to a place where we was happy . Me u and Bronx.
Bronx!!
My forever friend that made me want more for us. My forever friend that help me get up and move again…
The smell of life I embrace was worthy of you my friend … I love u dearly and I miss you even more. Just a park walk or stealing a sip of your mocha Hotta latte . U were my friend and within time shall u kno why our depart had to come . I hope your not mad with me but I couldn't put ur life in any harms.
My tears rolled down like the river flooding the street in a hurricane as I thought about why . Why does Wes cause me so much pain.
Wes!!
I haven't said his name loud since I left and I'll be damn if he even ruin death for me too…
Fuckkkkk!!!! That Damn Wes.
The moment I close my eyes accepting what is and will be. I hear light creeping steps as I lay unable to open them.
Mia!!!
A women's voice called out