I HAD TO GET WES OUT MY HEAD AND HIS TOUCHES OUT OF MY HEART AS A MAN LIKE THAT CANNOT GIVE A Woman Any Type of LOVE .ONLY TO DO THAT I NEED TO RUN BACK HOME …...SINCE WES SAID GOD COULDN'T HELP ME IT WAS BACK TO MY MOTHER HOUSE TO REFRESH MY BRAIN. EVEN THO MY MOM WAS FROM NEW ORLEANS SHE MOVED TO NEW YORK WHEN I WAS 20 years old AND MATURE ENOUGH TO BE ON MY OWN, BUT WHERE EVER SHE WAS… THAT'S HOME. THE PHONE RING BRINGING ME BACK AND A UNKNOWN NUMBER APPEARS SO I SEND IT TO VOICEMAIL . "IF U CANT SHOW YOUR NUMBER THEN WE DON'T NEED TO TALK ", I SAID .GETTING UP FROM MY COMFY SOFA . I CANT SEEM TO GET ANY WORK DONE AND THE THOUGHT OF WES IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME HEAD OVER THERE JUST TO SIT ON HIS FACE. I NEEDED MY NORMAL I MEAN WHY SHOULD I LET ONE FAKE ASS NIGHT RUIN MY LIFE. JUST TAKE EVERYTHING I BUILT I NEEDED TO GET BACK TO ME, WHERE EVERYTHING SEEMS NORMAL SO I PACK MY MICHAEL KORS DUFFEL BAG BOOKED ME A FLIGHT AND HEAD TO NEW YORK TO VISIT MY MOM. MY FLIGHT WENT SMOOTHLY AND I WAS IN MY FOREVER BED WITHIN 4 HOURS . I SET UP THINKING TO MYSELF WAS DAT ALL IT WAS BETWEEN WES AND I A FRIENDLY FUCK. THE THINGS HE DID TO ME WAS THAT FOR EVERY GIRL THAT OPEN HER LEGS TO HIM. I LOOKED DOWN AT MY PHONE RECEIVING A PRIVATE CALL AGAIN AND I SWIPE RED .I REALLY WASN'T IN THE MOOD TO TALK TO ANY TELERMARKETERS.I CLOSE MY EYE AND JUST WISH EVEYTHING AWAY ASKING GOD TO HEAL MY MND ,BODY,AND SOUL. TO WRAP ME IN HIS ARMS AND NEVER LET ME GO. EVERY SECOND BROUGHT BACK LITTLE MEMOREIS. ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK ABOUT WES I COULDN'T FOCUS. ALWAYS ZONING OUT ON WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPEN IF WELLO DIDN'T COME BACK NOT TO MENTION THE ORGASM HE TOOK MY BODY TO ANOTHER LEVEL. I CAUGHT BUTTERFLIES WITH THOUGHTS OF ME SLIDING DOWN WES BIG DICK.I LICK MY LIPS AS UNREAL SCENES PLAY IN MY HEAD OF STROKING HIS DICK AND LETTING THE WET WARMTH IN MY MOUTH TAKE HIM TO HIS MAKER. I WANTED HIM AND I WANTED HIM BAD.I FINALLY FELT Asleep..
THE NEXT MORNING I SURPRISE MY MOM WITH BREAKFAST AND MYSELF SINCE I SHE WAS OUT COLD AND I BASICLY LET MYSELF IN LASTNITE SHE WAS SOOO EXCITED AND HAPPY TO SEE ME FROM THE TIME SHE SAW ME IT WAS HUGGS AND KISSES I COULD TELL THAT SHE REALLY MISSED ME SO FOR THE WHOLE WEEK I CUT MY PHONE OFF AND SPENT NOTHING BUT TIME WITH HER LEADING UP TO THE DAY IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME. I GOT ON THE PLANE FEELING MUCH BETTER THAN I ARRIVED.