Honestly, I want to be angry right now, but considering that nothing was wrong, it was all my fault, I could only suppress this feeling accompanied by guilt.
It was clear that Hitagi wasn't cut out for it, but she did it anyway. I believed in her goals more than anyone—in fact, I was sure that she would succeed in achieving them. But it can't be helped, I'm the one to blame for all of this.
I'm bad, I hate myself for hurting my first friend. I'm nothing more than trash.
Therefore, I decided to stay away from her.
Although it looks simple, I still feel the lack of this error. I haven't apologized and explained everything to her. And besides, would I be okay with telling her everything or them? I will be killed by them.
I am afraid of death. I don't want to die now before keeping my promise, becoming a great mangaka. Because of that, I once again hid behind all of this.
"Andre-san, do you want to go to the cafeteria together?"
