" Cici , I can still take you away .Why don't you let me talk with my brother once more ?" glowering at Rubeus who was standing beside the carriage , my mistress spoke. Ever since Rubeus has refused to let her take me , she has been going on and on about this matter , if not for me stopping her .She might have packed me in her trunk and took me along with her .
" I will be fine , Mi'lady " I assured her as she hugged me , I patted her back and soothed her enraged fury " Eldest Master is right , I owe this manor a lot of debt , how can I leave without paying it back?"
My father was a fallen baron , though his business failed .He was able to get away with his title , with his title preserved he believed that he was still the glorious noble who had a multitude of servants waiting for his back and call .Only he was quite wrong, in his vain pride he acquired debt over debts , and when the loan sharks came knocking my father had no choice but to sell me after all my brother was his only heir.
Just like that I , Ceclia Crestfallen became Cici , a maid in Kaisen household with hundreds of millions debt on my head .
My mistress didn't seem to believe me much thus she could only turn to her eldest brother and demanded him to take better care of her . My heart felt full at her care but when she waved me goodbye and her carriage departed, I felt as if I lost my sister to a scoundrel .
Crown Prince or not he was a scoundrel for taking my mistress away from me so soon .
I stayed near the front gates of the manor until I can no longer see the carriage of my mistress and returned back to my servants dormitory with a heavy heart but as soon as I reached my dormitory, I saw a couple of men packing my things up and taking them away .
" What are you doing ?" I rushed taking away the small trinket box that one of the servant was holding " Why are moving my things ?"
" Miss Cici , have you forgotten you are Eldest young master's maid now , you will live in the main wing from now on " said the servant without a single expression of his face and took away the little box from my hand and dazed as I was , I didn't stop him either .
Why ? Why do you want me close to you ? Weren't you the one who pushed me away first ?
My heart was a mess , it was happy yet conflicted . I anticipated my living together with Rubeus but I was afraid about his treatment towards me , if it was just a master I wouldn't mind his cold indifference but this was the man whom I earned for fifteen years . Was I depraved if I was still yearning for a man who was engaged and soon to be married? Maybe I was .
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" You are here " said Rubeus looking up from the document that he was reading , his voice was casual as if he was addressing someone of no importance
" Yes " I answered looking at my shoes , I didn't want to stare at the chilling icy cold eyes that froze my inside , my desire for him was one thing but his indifferent attitude towards my feelings was another , if he doesn't want me then I wasn't someone who will throw herself at him just because I liked him .
" Prepare my bath , I will clean up now . Thanks to your dilly dallying , I am finished with my dinner already " said Rubeus with a slight bit of irritation in his voice as if she has messed up his perfect plans , maybe she did or maybe it was her presence that was irking him off .
Then why bring me here , are you a M or what ? She muttered in her head but acknowledged the order .
" Your bath water is ready, Eldest young master " once I was done pouring a relaxing lavender oil in the luke warm water with scented candles lit all around the bathroom , that was all too different from my mistress 's , I stepped out . It was too black - everything was black , and I for one had no affinity with black . I had too much experiencing with black - black water , black spots and black chambers .
I slightly stiffened at the memory but soon got out of it ,no one will harm me here .
I watches as Rubeus stood up straight and waited , looking at me with some sort of expectant gaze that sent thrill and fear down my spine .I quickly looked around , the room there was not a single butler in sight meaning I should be the one to undress him ? But will he be okay with me touching him, since the last time didn't go all too well.
" What are you waiting for ? I'm not Chelsea and I won't strip myself , if that's what you are hoping for " said Rubeus his voice razor sharp as he pierced right through her thoughts
I swallowed , hating the way his cold , dominant voice sent my body waking all down to my p***y , it was stupid considering that this man felt nothing but disgust and distrust towards her after what happened two years ago .
I raised my trembling hand and furtively looked at his expression as I popped open the button of his uniform , slowly and gradually I was done with the exterior coat layer . I stopped my hands and peeked at him only to find his icy blue eyes staring at me , I shivered and fumbled to open up his shirt , revealing his lean yet muscular abdominal muscles .
The sight was enticing enough but I didn't have a chance to appreciate it as I kneeled in front of him , straining my ears for his order that will stop me but the order didn't come . I gritted my teeth and popped open the button of his pants, dragging it down to reveal his toned long legs .
Once he stepped out of them , I was all set to stand up but then like the devil he was parted his lips and seales my doom.
" Continue " he said domineeringly
My mind went blank and I stared at him in surprise, continue ? Continue what ? You shameless man !
" Cecilia , I want to take a bath ..hurry up " he said tapping on his underwe**r .
My face flushed as my hands hesitated , I just got here you damn caveman and you are already ruining my virgin eyes! Fine ! If you want me to look at your non existing package so much I will !
I dragged the last bit of his clothing and lo and behold , standing in front of me in his full glory , Rubeus stepped out of his underwe**r .
My mouth agape as I stared at his beast that had nothing non existing about it and hurriedly looked away , damn it my eyes ! my eyes !
As I cried about losing my virgin innocence , Rubeus stepped inside the bathroom and closed the door with a bang .
Leaving me stunned , if you can bath on your own , why can't you strip on you own !
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" come here " fastening the strings of his robes , Rubeus called me as he held a document in his hand . There was something wrong in his voice, it was slightly hoarse and - Maybe I was thinking too much but why does it sounded as if he was turned on ? By what? By her ?
She shook her head and walked towards Rubeus coming to a stop in front of him .
" Kneel " he ordered his voice full of so much authority that my legs gave way on their own, I knew it wasn't out of my own free will but Rubeus's magic , he was using his mana to make me comply to him .
" Eldest Master, what are you trying to do ?" I asked but Rubeus didn't answer my question instead he handed me the document in his hand that I took almost involuntarily " what's this "
" read the last page "parting his legs slightly as to make me face his crotch , he said . I was already surprised by his actions tonight , thus when I opened the document and read the last page , I wasn't surprised to find out that my father sold me as a bed warmer to any off the three young masters and not just as a maid .
" Do you understand " pinching my chin with his fingers he made me look up , right in his eyes " even if you work all your life, the money that your father owes to my family , you can never repay it "
" So what does Eldest master wants from me ? Do you want me as your bed warmer , is that it ,? But forgive me , If I remembered incorrectly , you don't seemed to like me much back then "
" Then was then and now is now , I want you now - do you dare refuse me ?" he asked
I shook my head , there was a thrill in between my humiliation . I was sick and I knew it , this man was embedded in my bones , even if he was treating me like such , I still couldn't help but feel excited over the fact that I was the first woman who will defile him.
" I prefer verbal answers , if you understand then answer me with 'Master Rubeus '" said Rubeus his voice soft .
" yes , master Rubeus " ignoring the shiver that ran down my spine because of his ice cold voice despite his low tone , I answered .
" that wasn't so hard , now was it ?" said Master Rubeus with a soft caress in his voice as he pulled open the strings of his robes " You know what to do , right?"
I nodded " Yes , Master Rubeus " leaning forward I kissed his d**k lightly before licking it all the way down and back up . A groan of pleasure came from above as I rolled my tongue around him , never did I thought that my mother teachings will come of use to me .
I licked and nibbled before taking him in my mouth ,his throaty rumble didn't escape me . I bobbed my head at a slow pace but maybe my Master Rubeus , didn't like things smooth . He grasped my hair, fisting it and before I could wrap my head around his action , he thrusted in my throat so deep that I choked .
My hands that were resting by my side , instinctively pushed against his thighs trying to get him out of my air ventilation .
He remained buried in my mouth until I was on the verge of losing consciousness , only when black spots decorated my vision did he pulled back only to push in again . But this time he didn't stayed there for long , soon he was fu****g my mouth in rhythmic thrusts.
My moans were trapped in my throat but yet the room was filled with suckling noises and his deep moans .
I didn't know how much time passed , but soon my mouth turned sore and my jaw ached with the rhythmic pumping of his d**k but after a few more thrusts he reached his limit and his salty c*m was dumped in my throat . I gagged but Rubeus didn't let me off , he used his finger to raise my face and looked down .
" open up "
and I did letting the sick psycho to view the remnants of himself in my mouth " swallow " he said his face softening a bit as she obeyed .
" Good girl " he said playing with her hair as if he did not just made her blow him " you are really are my depraved slut , aren't you darling . To think you will have this kind of hungry expression for me , how much do you love me hmm?"
Those dirty words should have offended me but they didn't instead I looked right into his eyes and spoke " but you like my depravity , don't you master Rubeus ?"