Blaze had cursed his alpha status and had cursed the day he decided to become the alpha. He knew that as soon as he takes his place, he will lose Melissa, and he did. He had to put his duties before Melissa and this misstep made him lose her forever.
"I'm, sorry" he apologized as he cupped his hand on her face again. "I'm sorry for not being there for you every time you needed me. I'm sorry for not being able to protect you and defend you like I promised, I'm sorry for not keeping my promise of teaching you how to love me.
I distance myself from you because of my stupid role as the alpha, I didn't want to be the alpha in the first place. When I met you, my heart knew where it should be. With you, not with my pack, but I didn't listen".
