" Really ? " She said with a sarcastic smile, but this smile only make sad Rudra. but he didn't let that saw on his face.
" Really Aahana " Said Rudra.
" Lucy bring one hot coffee " Shivanaya said to maid.
Shivanaya and Rudra both sit in silence their eye's didn't leave each other for a moment.
" how are you...… Aahana " Rudra ask with desperation and worry for her clearly be seen in his eye.
" okay! let me clear one thing "" i am not your Aahana and i don't know you " said Shivanaya, with no expression.
"are you angry with me " he ask looking at her. he doesn't know where he went wrong because of that his Aahana behaving like that.
" your are mistaking me with some one else " Said Shivanaya with calm face there is no expression oh her face, no buddy gas from her expression that what is going on her mind.
for one second Rudra feel that she is not his Aahana, Aahana is like an open book for him, she always is like a child who want able to hold her expression. but the girl sitting in front of his is like a most complicated puzzle she is cold as ice how can she be his Aahana.
did he really mistaking him
did he so desperate that he can't recognized his girl.
is he really making mistake.
this all question lead him a to a beautiful memory of past
Flashback
Rudra try to call Aahana from morning but she is not ready to pick her phone. she even didn't went to her class, she is not in her room. where exactly she went he ask to himself. he is worried for her there result got declarer today and she get 83% in her exam.
he was in his though when he saw group of girl wearing veil (ghunghat). they all wearing similar kind of clothes. long multicolor skirts and blouse. with lots of bangles. there face where covered with veil. its a cultural fest in college and these girls showing traditional side that is by they all prepared in Rajasthani style clothes.
He went to those girls and stand in front of them. one by one girls start passing him and he just stand their then he suddenly hold one girl hand. she is wearing yellow color skirt, with red long sleeves blouse, her yellow and red colour bangles making melodious sounds.
Rudra heartbeat is became rapid how can he not recognize his girl, he did not need to she her face to find her. her heartbeat and his heart is enough proof for him.
" why are you ignoring me " he ask with announces he doesn't see her from morning and know he his loosing his temper. she is like drug for him until he didn't hear her voice his morning is incomplete.
the girl turn showing her back to him, he doesn't understand anything. he again turn her holding her shoulder, and remove her veil.
she closed her eye as soon as her veil got removed making sad pout, she didn't want to talk to him. after some minute of silence when she realize that he is not going to leave her.
" I get less marks in exam " she said pouting. he took her to near bench and sit their with Aahana on his lap like always. there are not many people because cultured program about to start so hole pace became quit and not even they care.
" how its related to us " he ask with confusion.
" you forget! " she ask but Rudra expression doesn't change.
" I get less marks in exam so i can't... able to go on trip.. with you " she pause " and you..... wanted to go on this trip, now i can't go with you " she said almost crying her eye became watery.
" its okay baby we can go another time " he said coaxing her, rubbing his hand in her bare back, because she is wearing backless blouse.
but still their is no discomfort between them , they are very much comfortable with this closeness. because she trust him with her hole heart and he love her with hole heart and their love is so pure. even he didn't tell her those three magical word he know she was his. his action is more than enough for any buddy but still his stupid girl doesn't understand that he love her.
" but you wanted to go that trip and you even got enough marks " she said baring her face in crook of his neck hugging him like a child.
" its okay we go next time, please stop crying baby, i even didn't like goa, i don't want to go" he said coaxing her.
"Really " she said taking her face from his neck and looking at him.
" off course baby " he said. off course he wanted to go. but only because of Aahana he wanted with her. they sit there for some time without saying anything but there silence is very peace full. suddenly Aahana ask
" how do you now that i am in that veil " she ask looking at him.
" i just now, because...… "
Flashback end
His chain of thoughts broken by footsteps. maid come with coffee cup looking at her a devils' smile came on Shivanaya lips. she went near Rudra sofa's and stand their with grin on her face.
she took coffee cup and forwards towards Rudra. he look at her for some minutes and and forwards his hand for taking cup Shivanaya Splits hot coffee in his hand with grin.
" this is for touching me without my permission " Shivanaya said putting empty cup in table.
Rudra eye widen for in surprise his heart beat fasten not because of burn but because of Aahana. his lips crypt on small smile.
looking at his smile Shivanaya get angry and turn to leave.
" wait " said Rudra. Shivanaya turn and Rudra standing in front of her there breath mingling with each other they were so close that they can hear each other heart beat.
" you remember once you ask me how i able to find you without seeing your face " Rudra said coming more close to her. he put his hand on her shoulder and pull her to more close to him. his one hand slid towards her waist and he pull her more close. there no space between then not even for air.
he hold her wrist and put her hand in his near heart . his heart beating very fast she can feel his heartbeat.
" I don't need your name, and face to find you" he pause " my heart is enough for me to find you " said Rudra. " this only beat like that when you are near me " said Rudra.