i told the knights with an overbearing aura " you shall leave " they replied scared " ye..yes , your highness " i then let both of them inside . fauve and lorcan followed them . fauve said " are you alright ? we heard the whole story from svar " i replied " he can't keep anything to himself now , can he " asteria then smacked my head and holded me by my collar and said " you damn brat ! do you have any ides how worried we are about you !? you try to keep everything by yourself . you need to rely on others . there are times when you need people help " with sorrow , anger, worry and hate in her eyes . i knew what she said is true . i try to keep everything to myself . even the phoenix incident is not told to them . they do have the right to know as my friends and companions . but there is a feeling that tells me that getting to close to asteria will hurt me but i just can't help it ! it feels like i am falling in love ... ! what did i just think about falling in love with asteria !! isn't ophelia the one i love but i know it is an unrequited love since i and addy already know that ophelia loves stellan and stellan loves ophelia but are too shy to confess . so , as a friend i will support both of them and hide my feelings . i left everyone to come here not only to7 study but also to mild these feelings . but just within 2 days they have completely disappeared . it seems i wasn't earnest enough in those feelings this time . not like my past life . i just chuckled . i then came back to reality . asteria and iris were staring at me . when i said " what ?" they replied " you think too much !" in complete sync . i replied " huh !?" iris said " you are too smart and observe too much but are extremely dense too some things " at this sentence especially the end asteria blushed . i asked " i am bad at things ? such as ?" iris replied " love " i was shocked by her answer " huh !?" and iris stuffed bread into my mouth . i tried to say something but the bread was in my mouth so all that came out was " aa... hare... der ...gtyu ...huy ..." in the end i silently ate my food and said " what was that for ?" asteria replied " come on rest up " followed by iris " yeah , as tomorrow is your royal banquet " i replied " what's that ?" while moving towards the balcony as i sensed a familiar presence . while iris and asteria followed me . we then took a sit on one of the sofas and they informed me what happened while i was asleep . i was sleeping for almost 2 hours . it seems i was more tired than i thought