My first suicide attempt.... I was on the bathroom thinking about how to end my life.. i was sitting and crying there.. where the water is flowing on my body,,only the sound of water flowing on the shower faucet is the one that I'm hearing... I don't even feel the coldness of the water that flowing on my body and now my head is empty..I lift my head and saw my reflection on the mirror and started talking to my self "" what a Life so messy hah.. hahhaha so messy..." and then I don't even know that I'm holding one of the blade that display on the side of the mirror and when I begin to cut my left hand pulse someone is knocking the door saying "" hey, hey are you done,, your about 1 hour on the bathroom, is something wrong there"" then suddenly I was stunned and came up with my mind ""Ohh my goodness what I am doing""" then I was like " Mom I'm not done yet".... "your about haft an hour in there sweetie"" my mom said....after I forget about what I'm doing and finish my shower...."Thank God you are finished I was late on my appointment today"" mom said it to me and for me of course I was going on my room to get dressed.....
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,...to be Countinue...