For more than 40 minutes after coming home , Rudra just listened to the kicks and the heartbeats of his twins growing in Naomi's stomach.
The amount of stress he was currently in with the final war against Lucifer looming over his head was incredible.
Although he had done everything right in the build-upto the final fight and secured over 70% odds of winning , it was still not a gauranteed victory and there was a still a decent chance that he could fail.
If it was just him and his guild , maybe he could walk the failure off and build himself upto try another day , but while he could tell noone about it , in his heart he knew that the fate of humanity depended on him and the outcome of this war.
Only more dangerous adventures loomed over Rudra's head even if he won this war and finally the constant life of fighting started to show it's toll on the big man as for once he realised that there was absolutely no end to his struggles.