"Herbert my darling think I might be pregnant," I said to James after a bout of morning sickness.
That was the last time James ever smiled genuinely towards me.
"Oh he said lovingly "let's name her love"
I agreed with him on the name and that she should be in the medical field as well when she grows up.
"Let's make love James said and layers me out on the coach.
"Do you mind if we just have oral from now on."
"Nope" I said.
"That's good I don't want to harm the baby in any way." He said lovingly.
He went to give me something, ring and asked me to marry him.
"Oh herbert I do," I said. We maid love that morning.
"Open you legs" he said as he was going to give me oral. What I felt was his probing tounge inside my womanhood.
He kissed after we had or and told menti roll off me was going to do my ass. Having oral from behind was wonderful.
But soon our loving making session grow more intense and passionate but more few and far between.
Soon he was spending more time with work than with me.
The night before the wedding he invited me to his work the state morgue and wanted to make up for his song work hours.
He carried me to the an autopsy room where we could be alone and made love to me tenderly and Passionately. It was if we just met.
I loved how he would put my legs in a split a goes to town.
"Oh herbert I love you."
Little did I know that was the last loving I got from him ever.except at home he would've ghosted me. I was suspicious that he was going to cheat on me when he found out I was pregnant what is this all a farce I didn't know but I wanted to keep the relationship going for love sake. I want love to be happy and a good doctor as well as her father was. But I didn't know what to do about the seeds of doubt they were falling in my head and producing a raisin like toxin
As I told James that I loved him he didn't tell me he loved me back and when I noticed someone was watching arrogant geeky looking lab technician was staring at us as we were making love in the autopsy rules. I couldn't help but wonder if she was the cause of all of this. I didn't want to lose James to her or anyone else or the life itself. He was such a gentle and kind beautiful soul I thought as he was making love to me on the autopsy table
I thought the girl was a pervert at first and was going to ruin everything that I had. Or that she was going to report him for us making love in the autopsy wrong. But I'll never know for sure until I figure out why she was staring at us. That was one of those sorry I was going to investigate what really was truly going on with James and him being late For me and my love.
I really wanted to know and exactly what to expect I talk to one of my friends after the lovemaking about the girls and him being late coming home at night and " He's cheating on you plain a a simple that's what" she said.
" do you think he's doing that lab technician Lisa" I asked
"I bet my money on a third he is doing her or at least he's in love with her. And "those words really hurt me the most but they were silver in truth but I didn't know how sobering it was going to be until I was going to investigate for myself why he was treated why he was cheating on me in the first place.
When I got home I got home at the same time as James and I confronted him with cheating and he said that he didn't do it he would never do that that he only wanted to love me and that only. I took that as gospel and said fine let's continue our relationship.
He wrapped his arms around me and we want to do is more of like apartment and made love to each other as if we were just meeting for the first time as lovers. I still come and relieve that my first love would be my doctor .
As we made love I found out that he screamed out the name of another woman Gillian. That shocked me and I didn't do very much until the next day when he went to work at the city morgue and I found out that he was unusually close to this lab technician that was stocking us as we made love in the autopsy Room.