『POV:???』
By the time I regained consciousness I was no longer the same. He didn't even know who I was.
I was just filled with messy memories, but even with those sights and sounds, I knew they weren't mine, but... That didn't take away from how painful it was...
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Some time passed since I woke up from that confused moment, I realized that he didn't know anything about me, it was strange, despite knowing my "past" he couldn't remember my name, I knew it started with R, but that was the only thing who knew
And after taking a deep breath, I got up from the bed.
It no longer mattered if I could remember my past or not.
Everything that my eyes now saw was real, so now I just have to leave this place and continue my life as the human that I am.
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Shortly after not achieving anything important in my new life. I began to wander through various places that my mind recognized, some people, schools, romances, everything was so real that I stopped doubting that it was a dream.
Was this my reincarnation?
Even if it wasn't, every day and every night that he remembered those things he started to write them down.
But it wasn't for pleasure, even if I didn't want to, sometimes when I took the pencil my hand moved on its own, writing or drawing the people hidden in my memories.
Or maybe your memories? I really don't understand if the person writing was a me from another world and they were just giving me ideas to correct the mistakes they may have made in their world or even I may make in the future:
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One day in a certain year, I saw a beautiful girl with pink hair, soft and smooth skin, a beautiful pair of pigtails and a charming look. With a jovial figure and her unique personality. I fell in love
It was silly for me to make excuses, I just loved her, but I couldn't have her, I hated myself for being born that way, I already knew, with my current state, we would never be together. But what can I do if this emotion, my first emotion, binds me this way? Should I give up on her for not being the same? No, I'm not a coward who runs away without fighting for her dreams. Maybe not now, but I swore on my life that I would be with her...
Yes. That's when I decided to change, I didn't care about the destruction of an entire race if that united us, Yes, I know, I'm a selfish bastard, a murderer and a fool, but never a coward...
But... in the end everything went wrong... I...
I would say that I already lost the opportunity to meet her, but no, it was not like that...
The world itself gave me another chance, I didn't care if she was just a piece of me, I would do anything to have her with me.
Even if it meant dying.
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Atte: The same past as my reincarnation. with love, your other half.
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At the moment I stopped writing, reading my own words in disbelief, I realized that I was not human, or at least by the looks of it, was I some kind of robot? Maybe it was a System?
System? Even now I still don't know what it was. But the most surprising thing was not that, it was the enormous feeling of guilt and remorse that he felt.
But this was already normal for someone like me, after all, I'm just a tumult of souls crying to be heard.