I sat near the pool and started to speak with mom as always.
Mom I love you, I miss you mom. I hope you were with me. You know this is the happiest day of my life. Mom she gave me the best gift ever. You heard about her brooch correct mom Its her protection amulet which brings luck it keeps me safe and healthy it defines motherhood and it defines me and her mom. She did not mention that but the silence when I asked if she designed for me and combining everything that she explained about her thoughts behind creating this piece I could see through her thoughts and most importantly I could feel it Mom.
Sana as in BRIGHTNESS Rocky as in Strong, determined, dark and hard stone.
So its "BRIGHTNESS WHICH GIVES GLOW TO THE DARK CRYTAL." and "FOREVER EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT" with a " A NEW HOPE A NEW LIFE AND NEW DAY" I clearly understood what she meant mom. But am I right mom, Though I understood I am still a kid who need you mom to tell me If I am right or wrong I really really hope if you were with me.
I miss you mom more than ever.
Is this how you felt when you met dad? Were you also so happy mom? Its like a new me. Every day I wake up dreaming about her. Every day I wait for her morning wish and today I thought it was only kurta that she gave me but it was something more than that something which really meant very important for her. Something which is beyond anyone can describe. The hug I could fell it mom and that FOREVER I felt like she is promising me forever mom . Show me a sign mom something that can assure my thoughts. Please mom.
I cant wait for the day when I will sit with her lay on her lap and speak to you mom, Though this is the best day of my life. The day I can sit here with her and lay on her lap will be the day I will never let her go and make her stay with me forever. Its an promise mom I will take care of her and will be good to her and I promise to always keep her happy and love her mom..
I love you mom I will share with dad when its right time.