(Oliver's POV)
In these past years, I can't help but feel bad for lying. I'm still the same before, even after dying twice.. heck maybe many of my past life I'm like this already.
I can feel Arthur's worried when my Eyes effect activated when I was 1 year old. When I practice and about 4 months ago, fully feeling the pain every .1 seconds passed. He found out as the pain was too much for me so I tell about him a bit pieces of it. I can only moderately control my Eye's as my pain halved when I didn't use it fully.
We were travelling for 3 days now with the Twin Horns Party that my father introduced. Arthur sparred too as his senses slightly increased but got sent flying by the red-haired man named Adam Krensh.
Though I they were amazed that Arthur can do this and looked at me but my father said that I'm not the same as Arthur as I'll only last a couple of seconds. Though I appreciated my fathers honestly, it was true as I can't multi-task. Even with my improved Intelligence and Wisdom, my body reaction can't keep up as pain always disturb me.
We stopped sometimes to rest like camping at night and eating together with all of them happily. Arthur also got popular as he teaches the technique to Adam and the Shy Jasmine.
I am always lazy as I sleep so I can focus on practising my Eye's fully. Although 4 months ago I am sweating nonstop but now when we change perspective to look at me, they can see my expression frown when sleeping.
In every millisecond, every part of my body aches as my head or what I can say "Soul" was affected too, I think. Let's say it's hidden but I can sense the aura, though I can't control it. I can also arrange my brains memories like a folder of important and non-important memories. I know that maybe when I'm 5 years old, the Void Eyes side effect will double along with its hidden effect. Every 1 wisdom can increase my perception by 1km around me whether it is on air or underground. Now I know how powerful it is to go over 100 as my Str, Con, and Dex were only 5.
Heck, even now I can only grit my teeth as the pain affecting my body right now. I know too I can manipulate mana within my perception as I like being in control of everything, Though I abandon my Mana Core, leaving me not able to go at the beginning of the red core dark stage and physical training temporarily, as I need to focus on the Eyes right now.
This method was the same back in the Goblin Slayer World but with the Mana Core added. Thinking of it, I wonder how we're they doing since I died there.
I sighed as I mumbled, "Don't worry, you'll not be a burden in my mind."
. . .
1 and a half weeks passed now and I can sense some People that have a slightly powerful warrior. I can sense the rejection of the cliff a km away as though whoever enters it will leave immediately. It's not a hostile place but it is mysterious. What I'm concern about was the People hiding and what I can guess was that they were Bandits.
Fucked me up in the previous world and now there was a group like that here too. The fuck, I mean do always every world have Bandits. I also sense their plan as they see us yesterday and we're preparing to ambush us.
I prepared myself as I can only help a little since I neglected my Task along with my Mana Core. I did think helping too but if there's that mysterious place then maybe there are hidden powerful ones enough to spy. I do know that if a Future prediction or reading about my past and future existence will not affect me as back in the Goblin Slayer World that Female Magician said that she didn't know a Powerful Person was hiding.
So It's safe to say that they may find me a danger to them since that Female Magician killed me when she cast some spell to find me. Right now all I can do is.. play along with these Games of Fate.
I looked at them as it was nighttime with their happy expression in the Bonfire eating as I sleep finishing early to focus in my Eyes.