Here I am in my room.. I just woke up.
why do I feel like I have forgotten something?
I have this feeling.. feeling of pain.
I shrug the feeling away and start to get ready.
I see father and hug him as if I haven't been with him for a long time and mother too..
But when I hugged mother..
I felt something.. weird.. as if a sense of betrayal.
But ofcourse.. I shrug this feeling aside because it's stupid.. the feeling of betrayal from my mother.
..
And just like that 3 months pass by..
We have been searching for my mate like always and still haven't found him but the difference is I want to yet I don't want to.
I don't know how to explain this feeling.. it's as if I want to meet him but I know that over here.. he isn't present.. as if I know him.
Today.. we are going to a party.. organised by the head of the worlds..
So all the creatures are gonna be there.
Werewolves, vampires and basically everyone elite who knows of different worlds.. this is a special party which has been happening for decades.
I haven't really attended one.. I never do. But father wants me to attend since he thinks that I might find "the one" there.
And here I am getting ready..
for that.
I don't know if I'll find him there but I think it's worth a try.
I don't know why but I feel like I should go and thus I will.