Reached Airport. In few minutes, the boarding process will start. In few hours I will land in South Korea. I am literally sweating in that AC Room. Karun was on his phone without even checking how I am. It is usual so I didn't expected anything from him. I held my hands tightly so that I can stop my hands from shaking. This is not the first time I feel this way and I am way stronger so I know nothing will happen to me. And also I know why I'm feeling like this. It's because of those bad memories, so I'm trying to divert myself from those memories. I started using my mobile phone but still didn't get myself out from that thinking. Now I have no option than to talk with Karun. I tapped his shoulder. At first he ignored me. Again I tapped slowly. This time he was quick to pull out the earphones and turned to face me.
With his sharp look, I started trembling can't form words properly. But I managed to say that "I'm not feeling well. Take that water bottle". The frown between his eyebrows disappeared and suddenly he took the water bottle and gave it to me. I drank some water and smiled after saying a thanks.
Karun asked "How you feel now? Are you Okay?" in a concerned tone.
I didn't wasted my words, just nodded my head with smile. Karun smiled in a relief and Intertwined our hands together. It feels different. This feeling is something I didn't felt for a year guess. But couldn't help even this feeling remained me those regretful days.
Again the place is too hot which made me sweat. Karun gave me some water to drink but I refused. He said me to sit here for a while so that he can ask permission to bodyguards and take me to a hospital. But I stopped Karun and said that I'm perfectly fine. He caressed my shoulder and thinking something. Maybe worried.
A Lady who is next to me held my hands and said to not think about anything and everything will be fine in few minutes. She is totally positive, I can feel the positive vibes around her. She was good in saying positive things, I really wanted to have her by my side always. Just all her positive words and her positivity made me cool. I inhaled and exhaled slowly the way she guided me.
Just in few minutes I became normal. I thanked her from the bottom of my heart. I kind of scanned her from the top to bottom. She looked stunning even in her 30's. My guess is she is in her 30's but what if she is older than that. Whatever I'm sure that I'm too younger than her.
I wish I can get close to her and share everything with her. She is a whole of positive vibes. I was about to ask her name but she is faster than me asked my name to my husband. But I'm too faster than Karun to say my name before even a he spilled a single word. she giggled at my rapid answer. I smiled shyly.
She went ahead and introduced herself by saying "I'm Jennie. A Psychiatrist". I went "Ohh" and quick to ask "What's your age?". I know this ain't a proper question and this is not the manners that my 25 years in the world taught me. But still I did. A Confused smile sticked on her face before she answered "38". This time I controlled my excitement and proud of myself for guessing her age correctly.
There was an announcement made which made everyone to listen curiously.
It said "Good Evening passengers. This is the pre-boarding announcement for flight to Seoul. We are now inviting our passengers to begin boarding at this time. Please have your boarding pass and identification ready. Thank you."
After hearing this announcement she smiled while rubbing my shoulder and said "get ready". Her smile made me to smile back. After she went to take her luggage, I turned to see Karun, who was already taking the luggage. I helped him with that and took our boarding pass separately and stood in a line. My eyes are searching for her now. Why? I Wish I will have her by my side. JENNIE!